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[usedtohaveabs]

"I kissed a girl and I..."

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[alloriginalgradeabadass]

Katie Perry again, huh? Sounds like my kinda porno, though... :P

[usedtohaveabs]

How did I know you would say something exactly like that? What would you do if I did one day tell you I kissed a girl?

[alloriginalgradeabadass]

I'd think you were just teasing me to be mean. :P

Wait...

...did you really kiss a girl?

[usedtohaveabs]

I didn't say that. I'm just listening to the song and you'll always be a perve :P

[alloriginalgradeabadass]

Hey, I wanted to be YOUR perve, but you weren't having it, so now I'm relegated to the role of weird ex perve. :P

[usedtohaveabs]

Yes, well, I seemed to spontaneously combust the most when I was trying to be in a relationship. I need to find myself first before I manage to figure that one out. We would have killed each other. Plus, there were sort of... additional factors no one really knew about.

[alloriginalgradeabadass]

Okay, now you're just talking my brain in circles, babe. I pretty much graduated solely because I didn't wanna have to repeat, so... Trying to avoid using my brain constantly, kthnx. :P

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[usedtohaveabs]

Your brain is a more healthy option than your dick. I didn't help you graduate to go back to having that the only muscle you work out, you know.

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[alloriginalgradeabadass]

I know. Totally kidding. I'm actually trying to think with my upstairs brain. :P

Seriously, though... What's up with you? You're acting a little... Weird.

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[usedtohaveabs]

Tell Blaine to give you pop quizzes on something other than farts each day.

Not so much weird, just wondering why I wanted to fight so many of my battles alone. Not I really am alone, it's sort of... well, lonely.

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[alloriginalgradeabadass]

LOL. But what's the fun in that? No, seriously, though, I'm really looking forward to putting my brain to good use with starting up my own business... If I still can anyway. Fingers crossed.

There must be a reason. Girls like you don't have to be lonely. The only way they are is if they've got a reason they're staying that way. You could pretty much have any guy you wanted.

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[usedtohaveabs]

Have you ever considered a business in something other than pool cleaning? What about something with music?

No, I was too fucked in the head for that. Like, literally. I wanted relationships because I thought I had nothing else left in my life. If a guy was wanting me, it made me feel wanted.

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[alloriginalgradeabadass]

I thought about teaching guitar, actually. I need to look into what I'd need for that... Whether you can just do it, or have to be licensed or something.

Yeah. But most of the guys weren't getting to know the real you. You're an awesome person, Q... Not just a hot chick cheerleader... Even though you're totally that, too. :P

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[usedtohaveabs]

You should look more into it. Pool cleaning is seasonal, why not try your hand at something more consistent? You don't need to go to college to be ambitious.

I didn't even know the real me, Puck. How was any one else supposed to?

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[alloriginalgradeabadass]

True. I like pool cleaning, but it requires me to be extra careful with saving in the summer time so I don't go flat broke in the winter. Guitar is something I've always been good at. It's the one thing my old man ever taught me that's served me well.

Do you know the real you now?

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[usedtohaveabs]

I think you'll thrive once you find your way out of Lima too.

No. I thought I did, now I don't.

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[alloriginalgradeabadass]

I hope so. In the meantime, I'm focused on looking out for my boy.

Did something happen, Q?

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[usedtohaveabs]

He'll need that more than ever without Kurt.

Yes, you could say that. I thought I had everything figured out, but I was wrong.

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[alloriginalgradeabadass]

He's my BFF. I can't live without him, and I sure as hell wouldn't want him to be alone right now.

Okay, you gotta spill, Fabray.

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[usedtohaveabs]

At least you can still be in Lima. I know you were hoping to make it in LA, but I don't think LA was really you.

I'm not spilling anything online, Puckerman.

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[alloriginalgradeabadass]

Yeah... I still might go some day, but Lima's where Blaine is for now.

Come on, Q... You can tell me.

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[usedtohaveabs]

I hope he handles everything without Kurt, but Kurt was why he was even at McKinley, so he might find it hard one reality sets in.

I can't do it online.

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[alloriginalgradeabadass]

I know. It's gonna be tough, but I'm gonna do everything I can to be here for him.

Okay... Well, when I'm in New York, we'll talk.