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[justbeingaqueen]

Three nights. No sleep. NYC insomniac.

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I can't even imagine. Lima probably doesn't have a fraction of the noise that New York does.

[justbeingaqueen]

Oh, darling, you would not believe. Lima is like a morgue compared to this place. I don't know how many more car backfires my heart will take before it stops believing I'm being shot at.

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But it's got to be worth it, right? All those sleepless nights? Everybody dreams about getting out of Lima and heading into the big city, and you really did it. That's pretty huge.

[justbeingaqueen]

That's something I think I'm still trying to decide. Unemployed in New York is scary, and I do actually miss home. It's a culture shock, but I'm willing to give it the best damn shot I have in me. I think it's just been a case of the dream being so much easier than the reality.

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That's always how it goes though, isn't it? Personally, I think what you're doing is really brave. It takes a lot of guts to go to New York anyway, and going when you don't have a plan...that's really incredible. I wish I had half your courage.

[justbeingaqueen]

Hey, joining New Directions takes a huge amount of balls. Us lot of are cutthroat ;) But honestly, darling, I was a lot like you when I first started at McKinley. I was different to everyone else and didn't know if I would ever find somewhere that felt like I belonged. Courage is in you, you just sometimes need help remembering that.