No. Being cheated on was purgative enough. There I was thinking I was an emotional binger. Turns out, I'm an emotional vomiter when push really comes to shove. If I have a cheesecake, I couldn't be accountable for where I shove it right now.
You okay? I haven't heard from you since you went home.
Not really. For now, I'm gonna help Mr Schue with New Directions. It's like I'm going backwards, I know, but I don't feel so lost here. Burt's gonna give me my job back at the garage too. He wants to come to New York to see you. He's worried.
I can't bring myself to put a label on it... or talk to him. If I talk to him right now, I'll say things I regret and probably puke all over the phone. I just need more time.
New Directions was always where you thrived. For me, I was stuck, but maybe for you, it's exactly what you need? Not everyone is destined to escape to big cities and big dreams, Finn. My dad is one of the most amazing people to walk the earth and he's been in Ohio his whole life. I'll call him. He doesn't have to come here.
They're gonna do Grease and I'm gonna help them with that. I don't feel pressured, dude. I've sorta felt pressured for the last couple of years to get stuff right, but I just never figured out what that stuff was. Do you think I'm a failure?
Plenty. Nothing that should actually be verbalized right now though. Too many four letter words.
Grease? That should be fun. Like this year's school musical or something? Stop and breathe for a little while, Finn. Stop and reassess. So long as you have an income, it's okay. No. I think you've lost your way, and I still love you no matter what.
You said that, but I know you. You really don't have a clue what to say.
Yeah, it was my idea and Mr Schue thought it was pretty cool, so we're gonna roll with it. You gonna come see it? Dude, I dunno what I'd so without you. You keep me sane sometimes.
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You okay? I haven't heard from you since you went home.
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Kinda feel like barfing myself right now. Didn't think this would ever happen.
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Rachel told me you guys were done for good. Do you have any idea yet what you want to do next? If you need anything, you know I'm here.
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Not really. For now, I'm gonna help Mr Schue with New Directions. It's like I'm going backwards, I know, but I don't feel so lost here. Burt's gonna give me my job back at the garage too. He wants to come to New York to see you. He's worried.
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New Directions was always where you thrived. For me, I was stuck, but maybe for you, it's exactly what you need? Not everyone is destined to escape to big cities and big dreams, Finn. My dad is one of the most amazing people to walk the earth and he's been in Ohio his whole life. I'll call him. He doesn't have to come here.
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They're gonna do Grease and I'm gonna help them with that. I don't feel pressured, dude. I've sorta felt pressured for the last couple of years to get stuff right, but I just never figured out what that stuff was. Do you think I'm a failure?
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Grease? That should be fun. Like this year's school musical or something? Stop and breathe for a little while, Finn. Stop and reassess. So long as you have an income, it's okay. No. I think you've lost your way, and I still love you no matter what.
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Yeah, it was my idea and Mr Schue thought it was pretty cool, so we're gonna roll with it. You gonna come see it? Dude, I dunno what I'd so without you. You keep me sane sometimes.
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