[Shakes his head.]

I’m not him anymore, you know that, right? It doesn’t mean I don’t remember how to joke around, or laugh, or smile. Considering the last couple of days, hell, weeks, months --- even, I haven’t had a whole lot of reason to want to smile or to laugh. Maybe I will eventually, but it won’t because of who I once was when I was younger. I’m not living in the past, Al. You might want to, but that isn’t where you’ll find me.

To be blunt, my past isn’t my future.