Oh, I'm sorry I'm not being strong enough for you. So sorry. I mean, I've known about this.. for months, so yeah.. I shouldn't have been such a bitch to you lately, but I was trying to deal with this. And deal with what the doctors were telling me. And to.. just deal, Sam. And also dealing with everything I know now. About Dean. About you. About everything. Everything I didn't know before and didn't need to know. Didn't want to know.