I think it will always hurt. But I can not watch him do what he does to himself any longer with out stepping in. It may be to late to be an actual father... but I can still help him. I am tired of making sure he doesn't destroy himself from the shadows.

I am 452 years old Steven... I have seen and done very much, though Anthony is by no means a failure. I feel have have failed him. I need to amend it.