"What do you think would have happened if I showed up when his chest was open, his heart exposed and he was bleeding everywhere, I do not act as if I have the will power of a saint because I don't, I could have killed hi or worse. " He says voice low and slightly pained. "Your condition is controlled by the moon, you instinct drives you to protect what's yours... much like a normal wolf." His voice still solum.

"My condition is driven by blood, by lust, by excess... do you think where he was when he was in a bad place he could have handled knowing where he came from? Knowing he really was the spawn of what are thought to be demons?"


"My staying away was both a torment and a blessing he can never understand, and it my cross to bare, I made the best choice to keep him safe from both myself and my enemies."