Please don't panic. It makes it worse for me to keep in control. I'm still learning to manage this and... today is a better day. I'd like to keep it that way.
[It also hurts. She lays her hand flat on a surface and focuses on coaxing the wolf to the surface. If she can just keep it from coming out fully? Means she's learning. There are a few visible changes to her hand and a very audible sound as the bones are creaking and shifting around as the hair on her hand darkens and gets just a bit thicker.
And she's trying very hard to stay calm so she doesn't have to find some place that isn't here.]
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Please don't panic. It makes it worse for me to keep in control. I'm still learning to manage this and... today is a better day. I'd like to keep it that way.
[It also hurts. She lays her hand flat on a surface and focuses on coaxing the wolf to the surface. If she can just keep it from coming out fully? Means she's learning. There are a few visible changes to her hand and a very audible sound as the bones are creaking and shifting around as the hair on her hand darkens and gets just a bit thicker.
And she's trying very hard to stay calm so she doesn't have to find some place that isn't here.]
Any guesses?