It will be difficult to write. It will seal him off from the world for the rest of the day, run him through draft upon draft upon draft as he tries to breathe through what he needs to say.

In the end, when he goes to find Rachel again, the letter will be short enough for her to remember even if she can't bring it with her.

Susan--

There is not a day I do not miss you. There is not a thought of you that does not bring me peace.

There is not a moment I do not love you and know I am stronger for loving you still.

Caspian X