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[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

*frantically cleaning the perfectly spotless house*

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[kings-boy11.livejournal.com]

.............Becky?

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

I have to make it perfect. *scrubbing the floor*

[kings-boy11.livejournal.com]

W-why?

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

Because it's all dirty and I don't wanna get in trouble.

[kings-boy11.livejournal.com]

*slowly glances around the house. it's completely clean* Becky...

*swallows hard, kneels down and sets both hands on hers, making her stop momentarily* Becky, it's fine. It's all clean, honest. You're not gonna get in trouble.

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

*is stopped, and just sits* It has to be perfect.

[kings-boy11.livejournal.com]

*softly* It is. It is. It's perfect. Honest. It's perfect.

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

If it's not I'll have to go back. Everything has to be just right.

[kings-boy11.livejournal.com]

*gently* I know it's really hard to believe me, but that's not gonna happen. Even if you left potato chips in the couch and candy wrappers all over the table. Norrin wouldn't care. Nobody would care. We want you to be happy, not perfect.

[theotherkids.livejournal.com]

*sighs* Becky, what are you doing?

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

*scrubbing* Everything has to be perfect. I'm sorry it's not all clean yet.

[theotherkids.livejournal.com]

This place is already spotless, it doesn't need anymore cleaning. *head tilt* Why do you think it has to be perfect?

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

So I don't get in trouble.

[theotherkids.livejournal.com]

With who? Norrin isn't going to care if it's messy. He just wants you to be happy.

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

*stops scrubbing* But what if I do everything wrong?

[theotherkids.livejournal.com]

Like what?

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

If I say the wrong thing or I'm not respectful, or anything that would make him mad, and I can't leave... I don't want to.

[star-core.livejournal.com]

Becky...?

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry it's not all clean yet. *scrubbing*

[star-core.livejournal.com]

But it is clean. You can stop now. I'm not angry...

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

*stops, and just sits there.*

[star-core.livejournal.com]

*sits next to her, not sure what to say yet ._.*

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

What do you want me to do?

[star-core.livejournal.com]

I want to talk to you.

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

Am I in trouble?