http://beckybrowning.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] sixwordstories2009-01-08 03:00 am
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He wasn't always mean to me.
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[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Just when he got mad at me or upset at how I was progressing. It wasn't his fault.

[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
If I was better at things, he wouldn't have a reason to get angry. I I didn't make him mad he wouldn't have a reason to et angry.

[identity profile] vain-and-blind.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
People are unable to control how others react to what is done.

[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
That's why I have to be careful to act in ways which reactions are predictable.

[identity profile] vain-and-blind.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
It would be more benefitial to you.

[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes.

[identity profile] sweetsalome.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I know, but it's impossible to tell them that. They don't understand.

[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
They don't? This isn't fair.

[identity profile] sweetsalome.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 02:50 pm (UTC)(link)
If they understood they wouldn't have taken you away.

[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 03:10 pm (UTC)(link)
He's going to be so mad at me when I finally get to see him.

[identity profile] sweetsalome.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Probably, but you'll just have to be better behaved to make him happy again.

[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I know. If they give me back to him I'm not going to make him mad ever again.

[identity profile] sweetsalome.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
You miss him a lot, huh?

[identity profile] sweetsalome.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Is there anything I can do?

[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
No. Thanks anyway.

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[identity profile] kings-boy11.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
been sleeping all day. where are you?

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[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
At my friends. House is empty.
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[identity profile] star-core.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
But he was.
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[identity profile] star-core.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Does that make up for all of the pain and testing?
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[identity profile] star-core.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you... wanting to leave?
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[identity profile] star-core.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
That's what I want.

But what is this about?

[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
You might think I'm really weird if I tell you.
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[identity profile] star-core.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
But... think of the pain.

[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I know but... I- It's really stupid and I don't understand why.
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[identity profile] star-core.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
It's... what you were used to.
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[identity profile] star-core.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
It's hard to let things go. Even terrible ones.

[identity profile] beckybrowning.livejournal.com 2009-01-09 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
*nods*
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