Don't I know it. 'S what's kept me goin' this far. There're assholes in th' world, no mistake. But... *smiles faintly* Some people can really be surprisin', you know?
*shrugs* 'S hard sometimes t' keep believing sometimes. But you guys? You proved it's wrong t' sign off so easily. You, Lils, Spitz, Shi... hell, even some GeneCo employees've helped me this far.
*punches his arm* Thanks f'r keepin' the faith alive, Cujo.
*laughs* 'M well expectin' it to backfire at some point. Nobody stays optimistic forever, I know. But y'know what? I'll be a bit smarter about the whole thing. Promise.
Mostly? Some're assholes underneath it, some jerks c'n turn out t' be okay, and there's one guy I know who's... I dunno what his deal is, but he confuses the hell outta me. *shrugs*
And what burned me? Everybody I've ever trusted has screwed me over. One used to test on me until I'd pass out, and that's when I was a kid! One took me hostage. One....I actually loved...I thought he loved me too. He told me he did....and then he tried to kill me.
So no. I've pretty much stopped believing in human decency.
The kids. In the end, the kids suffer the worst. *frowns* Sometimes, y' look at th' world and just shake your head. But... that kid believed in somethin', so maybe it's still around.
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*punches his arm* Thanks f'r keepin' the faith alive, Cujo.
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*smiles* You agree?
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*chuckles* I'm not entirely sure if I'm talking your situation anymore or my own.
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Th' good ones, you hold onto as hard as y'can.
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What burned you? C'n I ask?
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And what burned me? Everybody I've ever trusted has screwed me over. One used to test on me until I'd pass out, and that's when I was a kid! One took me hostage. One....I actually loved...I thought he loved me too. He told me he did....and then he tried to kill me.
So no. I've pretty much stopped believing in human decency.
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Anne Frank's advice.
...course she met a rather dodgy end, didn't she?
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The kids. In the end, the kids suffer the worst. *frowns* Sometimes, y' look at th' world and just shake your head. But... that kid believed in somethin', so maybe it's still around.
*shrugs*
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What if it's not decency and all and we just have a short memory? We forget that the world isn't worth it.
So we try to save it?
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M-Miss Mag! Holy crap, it's good t'... t' see you again! *laughs* How're you holdin' in there?
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Jesus Christ on a pogo stick, you had me freakin' out! I thought somebody got you. Oh man, Shi. Kiddo.
You want proof? I think it's you. You saved my bacon a bunch of times without hesitatin' for an instant.
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'Lo. Haven't met you before. You new in town?
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