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[magicanyway.livejournal.com]

*sighs*

Should it not bother me?

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[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

What?

[magicanyway.livejournal.com]

Hey Becky.

My friend Rachel, whom I truly adore, is telling me half-truths and shutting me out while letting other of her mates in, so to speak.

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

Hey Andy.

Did something happen with you and her? Maybe she doesn't want to tell you for some reason.

[magicanyway.livejournal.com]

Not that I know of. *shrug* Must be. I wish I knew what it was.

[beckybrowning.livejournal.com]

Maybe it's girl stuff? Or she isn't sure if you'll like whatever is bothering her? Sometimes I don't tell my Dad what's bugging me.

[needwake-upcall.livejournal.com]

Should what not bother you?

[magicanyway.livejournal.com]

Someone I consider one my best friends is completely shutting me out, telling me half truths and seeming not bothered by it, but opening up and talking about the complete truth to other friends.

I'm Andy, by the way.

[needwake-upcall.livejournal.com]

Sometimes friends do that when they're concerned about how a friend will react.

I'm Ava, nice to meet you.

[magicanyway.livejournal.com]

She told other people. Why would my reaction be different? *looks down* Oh well.

What a nice name. *smiles*

[needwake-upcall.livejournal.com]

Are you two closer than the others?

Thank you.

[only-pepper.livejournal.com]

...you look like you could use some pudding.

[magicanyway.livejournal.com]

*shakes head*

This about Rachel. I can't make you listen to me here. You MUST be Rachel's alley, Pepper. In fact you should go be with her now. She loves you. She'd be okay with you...

[only-pepper.livejournal.com]

...Andy, what's going on? I thought Rachel and you got along well.

And yes, I am her ally, and her person, so I can almost guarantee you that any question you ask about her, I'll have an answer.

[magicanyway.livejournal.com]

I absolutely love Rachel.

Yes, you're her person, not her. You shouldn't need to answer for her. She should be honest with me in the first place.

[only-pepper.livejournal.com]

Here's the thing about Rachel: she makes decisions for herself and other people. Now I don't know what's going on, but I can almost guarantee that if she's not telling you something, or not doing something? There's a reason.

If she can't voice it, it's not because she wants to hurt you.

[multixcolored.livejournal.com]

What?

[magicanyway.livejournal.com]

One of my best friends completely shutting me out and telling me half truths, while letting other of her friends in.

I'm Andy.

[multixcolored.livejournal.com]

D'you think she's got a good reason?

Oh, you're Andy. Saxsice, Ryan's mom.

[magicanyway.livejournal.com]

No. If she did she would have shut everyone out, not just me. Whatever the hell is going on is something that's making her life hell. John knows, I'm sure others do. It makes me wonder how good of a friend she really considers me.

*laughs* That's me! I hope that I was good reaction. It's nice to meet you, Saxcise! Ryan's a brilliant boy! Our skateboarding lessons are going well!

[multixcolored.livejournal.com]

I'd advise askin' her b'fore jumpin' to conclusions.

*small smile* Yeah, he likes you lots...he's pretty pissed off at me, but...

[star-core.livejournal.com]

I doubt it shouldn't. But... what's 'it'?

[magicanyway.livejournal.com]

One of my best friends completely shutting me out.

[star-core.livejournal.com]

That makes sense to me. It would be stranger if you didn't care.

... You fought?

[magicanyway.livejournal.com]

Yeah. It would hurt less though.

Yeah. For the first time.

[star-core.livejournal.com]

There's no decent way to stop pain.

Apologizing didn't help?