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[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

Thought I could cope. I can't.

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[effingconfused.livejournal.com]

*shuffles nervously, can't meet her eyes* It get's easier.

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

*nods* Oh, I'm sure it does. Got better for you right? I mean...you got Owen in the end. Life is peachy fuckin' keen for you.

[effingconfused.livejournal.com]

I told you we were dating, Dee. What the hell. We're not supposed to have sex? I can't NOT have sex! You would know all about that, wouldn't you?

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

Yeah. You did. And for some insane reason? I thought I would eventually be able to deal with that. Wow, was I wrong.

*clears her throat and twitches her jaw* That was a low blow, Adam. Don't you think?

[effingconfused.livejournal.com]

Why do you even have a problem with it? Explain that to me why don't you!

Yea, but it's also a low flipping out on us. We haven't had anytime for each other. You wanna drive us apart, don't you?

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

Why I have a problem with it? Adam...I fell for Owen and yet you still went for it when you promised me. That's my problem.

What? You think I want to drive you two...wow. *nods, tears in her eyes* Fine. I'll make it easy for you then. Have a nice life, Adam.

*turns to walk away*

[effingconfused.livejournal.com]

You don't think I didn't? It wasn't easy for me either, you know! KNOWING he'd slept with you after doing shit with me. And I just sat back and listened like it was okay because I can't deny you any fucking thing. I let him go so you MIGHT just have the possibility of him going for you. But he's GAY Dee. He never denied that's why he slept with you. You were the experiment!

*runs to catch up with her and turns her around, face to face. damn, why does Adam have to be so short*

You complain about every man you've ever loved walking out on you? I'm starting to see things better now. They didn't walk out on you, you walked out on THEM!

[kings-boy11.livejournal.com]

*softly* That's....understandable...I guess.

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

*shakes her head* I just want all of this to go away.

[kings-boy11.livejournal.com]

Innit your fault....*hesitates* Did Az..."help"?

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

*shakes her head* Not yet. But...I need his help now more than ever.

[kings-boy11.livejournal.com]

*looks nervous* O-Oh. Want me to...I mean...did he not...?

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

I...I wanted him to help me with...taking all these bad memories away. Erase everything so I can be happy again.

[reversecomplex.livejournal.com]

Sure you can.

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

You probably don't even want to know.

[reversecomplex.livejournal.com]

I'm here listening? Go for it.

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

*sighs* Well? Guy I've fallen for is now dating my best friend who is...a man.

[reversecomplex.livejournal.com]

Wow. Gay love punch in the face.

If he doesn't spot how hot you are then he's a jerk.

You're better then that.

locked

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

Well...see me and Owen slept together...then I was captured. While the two of them were gathering the ransom money ..they...got together I guess you could say.

*nods* Thanks..I guess.

[gotanewlife.livejournal.com]

With what?

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

Guy I have feelings for is now dating my best friend...who is a man.

[gotanewlife.livejournal.com]

Oh wow.

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

*nods* Yeah....

[gotanewlife.livejournal.com]

Thats something else.

[dee-sanders.livejournal.com]

Not easy. That's for sure.