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[suffers-vertigo.livejournal.com]

{cuts the sleeves off her jacket}

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[mypoint-exactly.livejournal.com]

[confused look] Doctor Keller, what are you... [raises eyebrow] doing?

[suffers-vertigo.livejournal.com]

Cutting the sleeves off of my old uniform. It's symbolic.

[mypoint-exactly.livejournal.com]

Symbolic? Of what?

[suffers-vertigo.livejournal.com]

I get told I wear my heart on my sleeve... No sleeves...

[mypoint-exactly.livejournal.com]

[a little chuckle] Okay. It makes sense now. [smiles]

[suffers-vertigo.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I'm not going to let myself care so much. I always end up hurting now.

[mypoint-exactly.livejournal.com]

[nods] I see. You are letting go of something that is maybe holding you back? Good for you.

[suffers-vertigo.livejournal.com]

I never realized caring was such a bad thing.

[mypoint-exactly.livejournal.com]

[frowns] No, it is not bad thing. You should not let what others say, including myself, bother you.

[suffers-vertigo.livejournal.com]

I've been told I loved too much, I care too much to easily. That I year my emotions too on show and I don't live my life for me. Those things hurt, and they're worse when I'm told I deserve better, or.. Only so much rejection a person can take.

[mypoint-exactly.livejournal.com]

[his brow furrows and he frowns] That is a lot of information for you to take in. Do you not think that they may have meant well when they told you this?