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The zombie apocolypse?

That no one will ever love me. It's true. I don't know why I didn't listen and save myself the trouble.

You really think that's true, dude?

Yes. It keeps happening. People keep leaving me. And I that horrible of a person?

People keep leaving you? So, you mean to say people have loved you in the past, at least, right?

They don't love me. The use me. Then dump me not caring how I feel.

You know that for sure? You know exactly what they're feeling?

In most cases, yes. I've been...raped and tortured and put down by most people I've dated. Even been told by an ex that he was disgusted by me because I was gay.

I don't know with this recent one. But he loves my best friend. Even slept with her.

Sounds like you've had some serious bad luck, man. But that doesn't mean the right one isn't out there, somewhere..

I just wanna give up. Be single. Raise my kid. It'll always end out bad for me. No one wants me because of what happened to me.

It's not about the past, or the future. It should be about right now- the present. If you live in the past, people aren't going to wait around for you, man, and if you look too much to the future, you'll never notice what you've already got. Maybe you gotta stop worrying about why others left you, or what they think of you. And you gotta stop waiting to find another person, just keep going and if someone comes along, then awesome for you..

I can't do that. It's too hard. I'm not like you.

I guess we can't all be the same. But people can change, that's what makes us who we are. We learn from mistakes and adapt to do better next time, right?

Like.. I've been a massive douche more than once during my relationship, but me and my girl, we're still there cause we talk stuff through, even when we don't really wanna hear it.

*shyly laughs* What's the worst douche thing you've done?

Recently? Probably over summer. I went with some other girl just for the appeal of getting a scholarship to college. Ditched my girl, my friends.. everything.

You slept with her or hung out with her?

Slept with her? What the hell? No way, man.

Oh, misunderstood you then.

I totally mean just like hanging out and whatever. She asked, and I did it kinda thing. Sleeping with anyone is.. not even ever an option, not unless it's with my girl.

Must be nice. She your best friend type thing?

Gabriella? She's my best friend, my girlfriend and my everything.

I wish I could say that? How opposite are you guys?

Like I said, man, you've just gotta have patience. You'll find the right one eventually.

And we're total opposites, but it really works.

What's gonna happen again?

Nothing, sweetheart.

You love, don't you?

Yes Daddy.

*smiles* And we'll never leave each other, right?

Never ever.

*rubs noses together* You excited about Paris?

*giggles* Yes! I'm really excited it's gonna be so much fun.

Yea it will! I can't wait to try out my French! You happy that Owen is going?

Yes! Are we going to do a lot of fun things?

Yes. I hope you like art and tall buildings and think of ALL the pictures you can take!

I need more film.

I'll buy tons of it!

Enough so I can take all the pictures I want?

Not always. *still very sick*

*smiles* That's right. You came back. The might be wrong?

I came back because I love you, Adam.

*smiles, tears forming* Say that again.

I love you, Adam. *watches him with earnest, despite the sick*

*openly bawls* Thank you. Thank you for that. I love you too.

You're very welcome, love.

I needed to hear that.

Just don't forget it, hm? Ever. *wipes at his tears*