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[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

Bad week: Turned another. Joined Lauren.

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[eternallyalice.livejournal.com]

How many exactly have you turned?

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

This would be.....three I think.

[eternallyalice.livejournal.com]

Oh. Were the three an accident or are you starting your own coven?

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

The first was recruiting, for my Sire. The second was a...... a moment of passion. The third, he, he's a child.... *whisper*

I don't know what became of the first, the second, Lauren..... she...... *swallows hard* It's complicated, the third left with his mother.

[eternallyalice.livejournal.com]

*Small frown* Lauren.. what happened to her.

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

She joined the others, they're using her to try and get me back but....... I can't. I won't kill I won't feed on humans.

[eternallyalice.livejournal.com]

How do you feed then?

[kheba.livejournal.com]

Turned?

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

Yeah, into a vampire.

[kheba.livejournal.com]

Oh.

I'm guessing you aren't supposed to do that.

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

The others would be glad that I am. But...... I shouldn't be. No one deserves this life.

[kheba.livejournal.com]

So you're a vampire with some ethics. Puts you above the rest, right?

How long've you been--y'know?

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

The others look down on me....... I'm on the wagon and live with a werewolf and ghost......

Over 100 years....

[a-pretty-fire.livejournal.com]

Good boy. You're being naughty.

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

I.... I don't mean to be. But I couldn't let him die.

[a-pretty-fire.livejournal.com]

He died anyway. He's all new again now.

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

yeah...... I guess. It's just..... this life....isn't......good

[a-pretty-fire.livejournal.com]

I like it.

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

You smell of human blood, I think our views vary

[thenidied.livejournal.com]

But I thought you weren't, you know, doing that anymore?

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

It just....happened. I made the offer and then.... I'm sorry annie

[thenidied.livejournal.com]

You made the offer? People are lining up to join the ranks of the undead now are they? You don't have to apologise Mitchell, I'm just surprised that's all.

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

He was a kid Annie, he.... he was going to die and it was my fault. I had too......

[thenidied.livejournal.com]

Because being a vampire's so much fun?

There are worse things than death you know.

[embracehuman.livejournal.com]

I know Annie but it was their choice......

Annie I need to just.... I need to accept who I am. What I am.