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[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

I'm still awake. Couldn't fall asleep.

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[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

I had a pretty rough night too. What's keeping you awake?

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

This is the first time in my life I can easily say that this is 'guy crap'.

[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

Oh. Um... congratulations and I'm sorry?

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

*laughs slightly* Its mainly my fault, anyway. I sorta let him know some things I probably should have just not said. Ever.

[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

Stuff about him or stuff about you?

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

Stuff about me. Some very messed up information.

[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

I know it may seem hard now but if you care about him and he cares about you he would need to know. You don't want to start a relationship on lies or secrets. It just ends in lies and secrets.

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

*nods slightly* I know. I just wish there was an easier way for me to say things but there's really not.

[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

How good of a guy is he? It might not be as bad as you think. Sometimes people just need to process.

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

He's a sweetheart. He's the first guy I've met that didn't come off as superficial or rude or full of false confidence.

[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

He sounds great. I can see why you are worried but if he's such a great guy shouldn't you trust that he'll accept you. I mean how bad was what you had to tell him? You didn't kill anyone did you?

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

*stays silent* Not on purpose, no.

[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

*Eyes widen* Oh. I mean... well, what happened? Was it an accident?

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

{locked} I was made to react to a trigger scent. The people that did this put it on my mom. I go into a blind rage and when I come out of it...

I was thirteen. It was beyond my control because of that damn trigger scent.

[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

*Gasps and covers her mouth horrified* Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry. How could they... That's just... Who were they? Who would do such a thing?

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

Greedy angry people who wanted power and money.

[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

Are they still doing that to people?

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

*shakes her head* My last mission was to stop them. Its how my mom got...

*oh she needs a subject change*

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[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

Mission? Do you work with a team or organization?

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[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

I did. Its not part of my life anymore, thank God.

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[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

Well, it doesn't sound to me like it was something you could control. It was terrible, horrible, but not your fault. Your guy will understand. He will.

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[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

I sure hope so.

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[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

*Debates then gives her a quick hug* I know I don't know you or anything. I just felt like you could use one but I know you're going to be okay. What's your name anyway?

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[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

*tenses slightly then very tentatively hugs back* I'm Laura.

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[angelica-jinx.livejournal.com]

Nice to meet you Laura. I'm Angel.

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[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

Nice to meet you, too.

[carlythehobo.livejournal.com]

INSOMNIA, WHEE!

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

BEST THING EVAR Y/Y?!

[carlythehobo.livejournal.com]

MOS DEF, GURLFRAN, I LOVE IT :D :D

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

THIS IS WHY GOD INVENTED STARBUCKS!!

[carlythehobo.livejournal.com]

Fuck that, it's why he invented Jolt (http://www.spikebeverage.com/images/ProductCats/jolt-energy3.jpg).

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

That stuff tastes so bad but it works. It has a really weird aftertaste.

[carlythehobo.livejournal.com]

Whaaat! But it tastes like a blueberry slush of delicious.

Amp, now that stuff has a weird aftertaste.

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

Never tried it.

[carlythehobo.livejournal.com]

Don't. Mountain Dew is delicious. That shit just tastes like ass.

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

*laughs* I will make a mental note of that.

Mountain Dew you say? Hmmm....

[carlythehobo.livejournal.com]

You better. I swear, stuff'll rot our your taste buds. Nasty.

Mountain Dew is excellent. Not enough caffeine, though. I've become impervious! Stuff's like water now.

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

I shall be investing in some very soon.

[carlythehobo.livejournal.com]

Do it. Do it!

Also, Monster. Is a godsend.

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

I'm writing all of these down.

[carlythehobo.livejournal.com]

Heh. Good idea.

Chainsmoking's always helped me that late at night too, but I wouldn't exactly recommend it.

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

I don't like the smell or taste anyway.

[carlythehobo.livejournal.com]

Pity! It's good stuff. ...Well, not good, but. I ain't stopping.

[cjsullivan.livejournal.com]

Too much coffee? :)

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

Stress.

and possibly I had a third frappuccino. possibly.

[cjsullivan.livejournal.com]

Bad combination. Been there, done that.

[x-twenty3.livejournal.com]

This combination sucks.

[dani-kypros.livejournal.com]

Tried warm milk? That usually helps.

If it's something bothering you it's better to talk about it than let it keep you awake.