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You alright sweetheart?

No.

What's wrong?

It's Bob. He's completely lost it.

Do you need me to come by?

You'd need to find Colin *sighs*

I can't...I can't do this. I can not deal with this shit. Ironically i think I can help save his ass but I can't if he doesn't even want to save himself.

Just let him go rot in a gutter somewhere. He wants it, you can tell so let him have his wish.

Why would I need to find him?

No, you can't force someone to do it even when you want to.

Mathis was the same when I met him. You used to be like that. I'm sorry if it's as hopeless as you say it is.

Because Bob is being held down in a shower by Colin. I assume the dorm shower. Fuck if I know.

So there's nothing that can be done. It's just waiting to see when he finally OD's and dies because he can't even care about anyone around him enough to try and stop. I might have been bad, Mat might have been bad...but we were NEVER this bad.

Good way to sober his ass up.

I have been. I've been to that place where even if you want to quit you can't, can't even imagine it.It's a fucked up place to be. I still haven't crawled all the way out of it.

That's the point. Bob doesn't WANT to.

That? Scares me more then when I actually had feelings for him.

Sometimes it takes ODing for people to turn their asses around.

I'm sorry you'r having a hard time sweetheart.

No, see I'm jsut not cut out for this friends shit. *rolls eyes a bit*

Don't make me start beating in heads again. I can be hell. Ask Mathis.

Not needed.Trust me. I've beat my own head in enough lately thanks

Wasn't talking about your head.

*sighs* I need him to be alright Snake.....

I suppose I can help clean up one more kid.

Or tell me how to try.

Only way I can do it is force myself to be detached and stubborn. Tough love I suppose and because I can tell them what it's like to OD. It's not fun.

Do what you have to. Make him fucking...I don't know. Whatever.

I'll talk to him.

Just don't let the selfish son of a birtch die.

I won't let him die. Promise.

*nods a bit* I...I'm gonna see bout crashing with nat..or maybe Celeste...

If you ever need it my place is open too. Log as you can deal with the tribe.

Right now? I think me being alone with a pot of very strong coffee is the best option. But thanks, I will keep that in mind.

I can understand that sweetheart. If you need me I'll be around.

Thanks Snake.

Anytime sweetheart.