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[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

Love and hate... not that different.

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[a-deaths-head.livejournal.com]

Or one in the same?

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

I would say, sir, that they are two different things... but they very often are fine lovers, going hand-in-hand.

[a-deaths-head.livejournal.com]

Lovers? That implies commitment, mademoiselle. They are only fine bedfellows who, once satisfied, abandon one another. *bitterly* If one thing is certain of the two it is that neither of them can last.

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

They cannot last?

I do like that idea. They seem to have both found a home in me and settled in quite nicely...

[a-deaths-head.livejournal.com]

And which would you not lament being rid of?

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

I think I would be happy to rid myself of either or both. Love most of all, I think. I have feasted on hate from a young age. I understand it...

[a-deaths-head.livejournal.com]

*soft smirk* Ah, a woman after my own heart.

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

Am I?

You will pardon the guess, but you were alone much?

[a-deaths-head.livejournal.com]

Not alone enough, it seems. Humanity is a difficult thing to escape.

[head-psychic.livejournal.com]

From what? One another? Or something entirely different, like... tires?

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

Why do you need to ask, sir?

You claim, after all, to be psychic, so you should know my thought process.

[head-psychic.livejournal.com]

Ahh, you're going down the sneaky road but even though that slaps me square in the chest like a cheetah on vitamins I find it intriguing slash attractive because it does trigger an ongoing conversation. Because this means you're either trying to embarass me or you just found a very good way to dodge the question.

Possibility number one won't work since I never claimed to be omniscient. Also, I do respect people's private thoughts. Also, in that case I would call myself head omniscient, which I do not. (It would look rather stupid as well, wouldn't it. I mean, it just doesn't have the sound of head psychic. The way you swallow the p. Beautiful.)

So. Are you trying to dodge the question or are you just desperate to keep this conversation going?

And to answer your question, maybe I'm just curious. I know it killed the cat but then I have eight more chances, right?

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

They are not that different from one another, sir.

[head-psychic.livejournal.com]

Are you participating in one or the other at the moment, then? And you don't have to "sir" me. Shawn is totally alright. Unless you expect me to madam you. Do you? Because I can do that. I am a very polite young man, you see.

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

In both. They are very similar, and they both possess me something fierce.

You may call me what you like, sir.

[head-psychic.livejournal.com]

But if they are so alike - what happens when you mistake one for the other?

What is your name then?

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

Life happens, sir. It is a common mistake, as they are emotions of passion. The worst is when one person calls up both in the same instant.

My name is Morgan.

[wolfy-prankster.livejournal.com]

Some people hate love and others love to hate.

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

And others are cursed to love and hate in the same breath.

[wolfy-prankster.livejournal.com]

Are you one of those?

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

Oh yes.

[wolfy-prankster.livejournal.com]

Shut the feeling off.

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

You think I have not tried?

But no. The hate is too strong, and there will be either atonement or punishment. There will be.

[wolfy-prankster.livejournal.com]

I keep anger and hate. I vent my feelings through them two. It makes you numb enough to shut off everything else.

[camelotmayfall.livejournal.com]

I am well practiced in hate.. but he was so kind to me for a time, the only one who was since I was a small child..

And now he will not leave my mind.