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[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

I am struggling with my faith.

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[willing-host.livejournal.com]

I don't have faith. You shouldn't trust it.

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

At one time faith was important in my life but it...didn't help me when I needed it to.

Now the person who should help me, doesn't. I haven't seen him.

[willing-host.livejournal.com]

Why do you need his help?

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

He left me...with a burden.

[willing-host.livejournal.com]

Can I ask what?

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

I can't really talk about it.

But basically both sides want it.

[willing-host.livejournal.com]

Try explaining to people that you feel ripped in two by good and evil.

[lieu-murphy.livejournal.com]

I had the same problem, sort of still stuck in limbo over it.

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

How long have you been in limbo over it?

For all of my life, I believed in one thing. I knew...no, I believed there was other things out there but now...I know.

Now I don't know what to think.

[lieu-murphy.livejournal.com]

Pretty much since I started to see some of the horrors of the job. God's hard to believe in when you see a kid murdered over his shoes.

My friend is changing my beliefs, though I'm not sure that's a good thing.

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

What kind of job? You're a cop too?

What beliefs are they changing to?

[lieu-murphy.livejournal.com]

I'm a Lieutenant with Chicago Homicide.

Just starting to believe that maybe there's something more to the world than I can explain. Maybe.

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

I'm a Detective in Los Angeles.

There has to be something more. It's a large world after all and there is a lot of it shrouded in secret

[sacredeyes]

Perhaps I may be of help. Why is it you struggle with your faith?

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

I've seen things that I never believed would be out there.

I lost my sister as well.

[sacredeyes]

Having not seen something hardly means it does not exist. What is it you have seen?

I am sorry to hear. Would you like me to say a prayer for her tonight.

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

Demons. The Devil, well I didn't see him but he was there. His son was bad enough.

Any would do her good.

[sacredeyes]

Lucifer, or the Devil if one wishes, is part of God's creation. It is hardly unexpected to have encountered him though I am sorry you have. When did he appear to you?

I will be sure to ask my Father for his blessing up on her tonight.

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

However he was created, I've felt a large impact in my life.

About 2 years ago.

Thank you.

[cpu-001.livejournal.com]

Faith is an elusive substance.

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

You don't have faith?

[cpu-001.livejournal.com]

Faith in what?

I've seen and been through a few too many things to be covered by Our Fathers.

They don't rule out the existance of this being we call God; it just means his nature is considerably different than one might expect.

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

Don't ask me what, I'm not even sure myself these days.

I can definitely see how you might think that.

[cpu-001.livejournal.com]

I believe God has a sense of humor. And is a master of subtlety.

What do you believe?

[psychiccop.livejournal.com]

I used to believe he was always there, always watching and listening.

Now I'm not so sure.