I don't know -- because .. everyone should have the comfort of knowing someone's thinking about them, wishing the best for them. I think little acts of kindness like that are two few and far between.
Good. So it's agreed upon? You're the lone wolf with a friend. I'm the psychotic woman with a husband I thought was dead with a lone wolf for a friend.
But -- I don't know how to explain it. From the moment I met him, I knew that the rest of my life would be ruined. I'd never look at another man the way I looked at him. I'd never laugh like I did with him. I'd never smile, I'd never sigh, I'd never love -- I'd never love the way I love him.
As we said to each other, it was the end of life as we knew it.
Losing him and then getting him back is like the miracle I had always wanted, but never expected to actually happen.
Long answer short -- Yes. I wasn't living without him. Only existing.
I understand the desire to not have love or attachments. Believe me, I do. Sometimes, it just makes things worse, makes things hurt more and deeper. But the positives always out-weigh the negatives.
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That's exactly what I meant. I think I forget the small things too often, you know?
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It was a nice reminder.
*smiles*
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I'm sorry. How about I'll be the friend who remembers you? Everyone should have at least one person to remind them that someone's thinking about them.
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Why would you do that for me?
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Besides, you can still be a lone wolf. You'd just be a lone wolf with a friend.
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Good. So it's agreed upon? You're the lone wolf with a friend. I'm the psychotic woman with a husband I thought was dead with a lone wolf for a friend.
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No. There's nothing to be scared of. He's the same man that I thought life had stolen from me.
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It's been strange. I'll admit that. Very strange.
But -- I don't know how to explain it. From the moment I met him, I knew that the rest of my life would be ruined. I'd never look at another man the way I looked at him. I'd never laugh like I did with him. I'd never smile, I'd never sigh, I'd never love -- I'd never love the way I love him.
As we said to each other, it was the end of life as we knew it.
Losing him and then getting him back is like the miracle I had always wanted, but never expected to actually happen.
Long answer short -- Yes. I wasn't living without him. Only existing.
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I understand the desire to not have love or attachments. Believe me, I do. Sometimes, it just makes things worse, makes things hurt more and deeper. But the positives always out-weigh the negatives.
But thank you -- for wishing me well with mine.