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[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

Not a leech, I wont feed!

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[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

You won't be a 'leech' much longer, hang in there.

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

That guy made me feel like I was nothing.

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

Is that why you asked him to kill you?

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

*looks away*

I didn't ask for this.

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

I know.

You'll be back soon, I promised you.

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

How?

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

Does it matter? If there's a way then take it. Maybe you won't hate me so much when your back human.

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

Yes it matters.

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

I have to go away for a while.

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

Fine.

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

Will you be alright?

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

Does it matter any more?

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

Course it matters, you hate me for what I did to you and I don't blame you. You've asked someone to take your life. You aren't happy, I'm trying to fix everything.

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

And how will you do that?

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

By giving myself up.

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

Giving youself...You mean killing yourself?

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

Sucks, but I'm over 300 years old and stuck doing the shame shit everyday. It's about time I did something for someone else and fix my mistakes.

I hate myself for what I did.

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

*walks up and punches him*

You fucking coward.

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

*spits out blood*

I'm a coward for wanting to give you your life back?!

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

No, for doing this to me and killing yourself because you feel guilty.

Do you, have you got any idea how I would feel knowing that you're dead because of me?

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

Not just becauise I feel guilty but because I want you to be happy.

I'm not leaving you like me, not when you want others to kill you. Don't you even get how much I've fucked everything up? One minute I'm bulding myself up to ask you on a date and the next..this!

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

So killing yourself and leaving me alone is going to make this all better. You're a fucking idiot.

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

You wouldn't be alone.

[saver-of-worlds.livejournal.com]

Y'know what. Don't bother. I'll find a way to deal with this, I'll have to.

Go have a happy life.

[awakening-light.livejournal.com]

Why do you want me?