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Are those good or bad changes?

Actually, I'm not sure yet. It's too early to tell. Everything else that came before, that I regret.

Well once you figure it out, shoot me a memo? *little smile*

I think it's a personal thing. What works for me might not work for you, and vice versa. I like the one change I just made, but it's still...gonna take some getting used to. I hadn't had my hair this short in years.

I used to have my hair long but it was cut short about a year ago.

"It was cut"? That's an odd way to phrase it.

Wasn't really a choice, kind of a...suggestion.

*sings* Ch-ch -ch-ch changes turn and face the strain. *sings*

Sorry. Yea, most are inevitable and uncontrolable though. That sucks.

Yeah. Most of them are about strain.

Often times, yeah. They happen when we don't expect them to and suddenly we have to meet them, or not.

I made my own change. Shit, Lena. This whole tragedy had made me face and fess up to a few things that I never thought I would be. Taking control. Me. Fucking hell.

Yea, this tragedy has changed a lot of people. I don't know what to say Jason. Sometimes it is only in the face of danger that we can become what we were truely meant to be. I know you are dealing with a lot, we all are but no matter what you will always be Jason. We just have to try to live with the things that lie in front of us now. Even if it is shitty as hell.

I never believed that bullshit, but there might be something to it. Because I don't have any idea about me anymore. I know I have bigger things to worry about than me and my life. What I have...I can't even imagine what shit you guys went through.

Yea, I never really believed any of it either. The only thing you can worry about is yourself, you can't make decisions for other people. You can influence them but that is it. You need to take care of yourself and maybe you should think over what you are going through right now, we all have changed but it won't help any if you don't embrace the change and since there is nothing else you can do you need to make sure you are ok before making everyone else ok......

Wow, I don't know if any of that made sense, I never give advise, I'm usually not good at it.