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Why?

Things are feeling one way, but they're not. Then another way, but they're not that either. I just have to find myself again and everything is spinning.

It's enough to put you off merry-go-rounds forever.

Yes, that description works as well! *nod*

Must be dizzying.

Quite so. I just must have to find where things fit and work for me.

I've been there.

Me too. It never gets easier.

No, it really doesn't.

That's okay. I'm willing to do what I need to so I can get everything to work. *laughs* But it takes work.

Anything I can do? *concerned frown*

You're a sure thing that I know, so keep on doing that. *smiles*

Always.

Thank you. *kisses*

Anytime, anywhere, baby.

*hugs and kisses*

Ugh, I hate that. Sorry.

I do too. I'm not used to this. Thank you!

I know that one.

I used to, but I had forgotten.

Is everything alright? *touches her arm*

Do you want to talk? I'm a good listener.

Everything will be. Thank you.

I'm not sure what I can talk about. What I need to do is find what others are feeling and go with that. I actually have no choice there.

*looks down*

I know that feeling too but, really, you shouldn't let others decide your future for you. I've just had this happen and I have been thrown from the path I was on.

It's not that they are deciding my future for me. I just need to know how they feel towards me. I pissed off a friend because his one is my ex. And my ex is an old friend who I still want to be close to, but I'm not sure how much closeness my friend approves of. I'm sorry. You'll find your path again.

Sounds complex.

*sighs*

I don't know. I'm trying but there are just a lot of things, salt being rubbed into too fresh wounds.

It is that, but it can be simplified. I'm working on that.

There usually are a lot of things. But you can't let them stop you from finding where you truly belong.

I thought I had found that place, then I got tossed away like I was trash.

Sometimes what we think is the right place, isn't. Was that the intention?

Was what the intention?

He frowns with concern.

Have I contributed to that?

No, oh no! It's not you at all. Just some thing with...past history.

Oh; anything you'd like to talk about?

He pauses, briefly.

If I do something to contribute to the yo-yo factor, please let me know?

It's difficult. I just need to make sense of it and then I'll be okay.

*smiles* I will.