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[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

I still miss him, you know.

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[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

...who?

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

Um. My boyfriend. Well...I guess he's not my boyfriend anymore, since, um, he died.

[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

Oh... uhm... sorry.

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

*she looks down, trying not to cry*

It's...it's all right. Not your fault, right?

[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

*uhmm... awkward...*

Uhm.. no? Do you... uhm... need a.. tissue?

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

*she sniffles*

No, no. I'll be fine.

S-sorry. I just...I get lonely sometimes, still.

[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

How long.. uhm... has he... been... dead?

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

A...few years--two or so.

*she looks a little defensive*

And I know it's silly, but I still miss him! I think we were really in love! And I don't cry that much about it, really.

[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

....right.

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

...You don't believe me.

[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

Well... you're almost crying right now.

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

I told you, I--oh, there's no point, is there?

[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

...who?

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

Um. My boyfriend. Well...I guess he's not my boyfriend anymore, since, um, he died.

[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

Oh... uhm... sorry.

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

*she looks down, trying not to cry*

It's...it's all right. Not your fault, right?

[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

*uhmm... awkward...*

Uhm.. no? Do you... uhm... need a.. tissue?

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

*she sniffles*

No, no. I'll be fine.

S-sorry. I just...I get lonely sometimes, still.

[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

How long.. uhm... has he... been... dead?

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

A...few years--two or so.

*she looks a little defensive*

And I know it's silly, but I still miss him! I think we were really in love! And I don't cry that much about it, really.

[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

....right.

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

...You don't believe me.

[forgotherkeys.livejournal.com]

Well... you're almost crying right now.

[smartseeker.livejournal.com]

I told you, I--oh, there's no point, is there?