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[alwysgetsmore.livejournal.com]

I'm not going to back down.

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[jumper-gc.livejournal.com]

Back down from wot Jamie?

[alwysgetsmore.livejournal.com]

Just anything and everything, Griff. I'm tired of people thinking they have some kind of say in what's going on in my life.

*obviously in a mood=hormones yay!*

[jumper-gc.livejournal.com]

Oh, I see. Well it's your life, ya should do wot ya want. Ya could run naked through central park if ya want, I would totally stall the cops for ya. *tries to make her feel better*

[alwysgetsmore.livejournal.com]

I'm trying but for the last month people seem to think that they should decide! *grumbles*

*then cracks a little smile* You'd do that just cause you'd want to see me actually do it.

[jumper-gc.livejournal.com]

That doesn't seem fair. But I'm sure they are just looking out for wot's best for ya. At least ya have people who care enough te want te see ya happy. The freedom get's old after awhile.

*chuckles* I won't deny that it would be funny, but I won't admit te wanting te see it. *whispers* At least not in an audible voice. *winks, teasing*

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[alwysgetsmore.livejournal.com]

It's not really that. I mean, first Ares deciding I was going to be his and have his babies. Then he lets me go which is good, don't get me wrong. Things start to settle and then suddenly John goes and causes shit. Which leads to my own best friend betraying us both for whatever fucked up reasons he has. So now I can't trust him worth shit and talk to him like I used to. And there is cops watching us, or at least the one but I'm sure there is more. Then my brother decides that he is going to "talk" to Ares for knocking me up.

Seriously, I'm gonna snap on someone. Only thing to keep me sane lately is the nursery, you, Mary and Isa. And John promising to lay low but what if he can't? Rogue said before...or at least hinted that it's not in his nature.

*exhales after her rant*

*then smiles* What other voice is there?

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[jumper-gc.livejournal.com]

Well Ares is a arse, in plain english, I think it is nice of your brother te want te stand up te him but maybe he should just let things be. I mean, ya don't want it te get worse. As for John...I know ya like the guy but he seems a might dangerous te be around and after ya have the kids, even now, I mean, just make sure ya are safe. I don't know him so I can't really say but I don't want you or the twins getting hurt. As for the cops...they have nothing on ya, if they want te watch ya, let them. They might get a bit bored though, so unless they decide te help us with the nursery, I'm sure they will go away.

*smiles slightly and puts an arm around her* Things are gonna be ok Jamie, just ya wait. Mary is coming in tomorrow, and we will paint the nursery and all of this will blow over.

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*Snickers softly at the Ares is an arse bit*

I know, I know I should stop freaking out but....I couldn't sleep. My mind just won't stop and then I start to worry. Then I feel sick.

*leans against him*

I know, I'm excited you guys are here or well, she will be. It helps a lot.

Ford says I shouldn't be around John either but...I can't just walk away from him. I have feelings for him and I think he's used to people walking away. I just can't. My main fear is that he's going to get captured and put into jail or killed because he will fight back. Okay, not my main fear as my main fear is something will happen to the babies but still....

*looks at him* I'm sorry, you're always dealing with me when I'm worrying about something. I swear I'm not usually like this.

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[jumper-gc.livejournal.com]

Well ya are going te keep feeling sick if ya don't get some sleep, and ya worry too much. Most of it is based on crazy "wot if's" that your mind makes up. Don't let 'em get to ya.

I'm glad it helps, that's wot we are here for.

I won't let anything happen te the babies so don't worry about that. As for the rest, I think John likes ya too, and if he does then he knows wot he is doing isn't helping ya any and he will infact lie low for awhile. I know ya like him and want te be there for him but at a certain point, ya gotta let him live his life and ya live yours, if he chooses te keep fighting, there is nothing ya can really do...but I doubt that'll happen. He is smart.

*kisses her forehead in comforting manner* Don't even think about that. It is nice, te have someone te calm down. I feel important, and needed. So don't worry about me. I love just spending time with ya.

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I know, I know. *groans* I'm trying not to worry but it's hard not to, you know? I keep freaking myself out by waiting for the other shoe to drop. It just seems to be the theme lately.

Thank you, Griff, seriously.

*listens to his words, nodding her head slowly before sighing and closing her eyes as he kisses her forehead*

It means a lot to me. Just a short while ago, I really didn't have anyone. I thought I had Ford but...I'm just really glad to have you around. Mary and Isa too. You guys all help me out so much and you don't even have to.

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[jumper-gc.livejournal.com]

Yea, well ya are a woman, that's in love with a criminal..and pregnant so...I'm pretty sure ya are entitled te worry, just don't go overboard.

Don't mention it Jamie, ya know I am always here for ya. And don't worry, I'll stick around, I'm too stupid te do anything illegal and too shy te do anything dangerous.

*hugs* Ok, so naked running around central park now? I think it will help. *laughs*

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[alwysgetsmore.livejournal.com]

John is more than a criminal, Griff. Deep down, he's a good guy with a real bad temper but he'd never hurt me. Not willingly. He was my friend first, trying to protect me just like you.

You know I'm here for you too, right? If you did manage to do something stupid or dangerous, I'd help you out. *kisses his cheek softly*

*laughs and hugs him then* How about just a walk around Central Park? Maybe we can find some popcorn?

[his-justice.livejournal.com]

From what?

[alwysgetsmore.livejournal.com]

Just everything.

You excited?

[his-justice.livejournal.com]

Well that's hardly encouraging.

Nods, smiling slightly. And more than a little nervous.

[alwysgetsmore.livejournal.com]

Oh come on, why are you nervous? *laughs*

[his-justice.livejournal.com]

I've never been on an aeroplane before. I doubt it's something I'll ever get used to.

[alwysgetsmore.livejournal.com]

You'll be fine, hon, just try meditating. That's what I did.

[his-justice.livejournal.com]

A friend gave me a book of crossword puzzles. He seemed to think they'd keep me occupied.

[breaks-rules.livejournal.com]

You know I can make you back down right?

[alwysgetsmore.livejournal.com]

Not from everyone who is trying to mess with us.

[breaks-rules.livejournal.com]

Yeah but they can't get between us.

[alwysgetsmore.livejournal.com]

I know.