She wants to be bit. She wants to be one of them. She'd rather be dead than have a real life with me and the pack. They even offered to take her in, treat her like one of our own. He's nearly gotten her killed time and again and... She picks him.
Yeah, she knows too. She loves me too but not as much as she loves him. But I'm not imprinted on her, no matter how hard I've tried so I guess... Yeah, this is why I bolted from my pack. They got tired of listening to me whine.
I tried. They got engaged. She didn't even tell me, he let it slip through his thoughts, let me see the truth. He got a kick out of my pain. I fight too hard, I kill him, and she'll hate me so what's the point?
She doesn't want me to fight for her. She wants me to smile sweetly and tell her it's okay to desert her family, her friends and everything for this guy that won't even let her come see me and the pack because loving him has people trying to kill her.
Nice to meet you, Jacob. And, not a werewolf either, but I'm a witch, so...not exactly normal, I guess.
Yeah, I know. I've always had a place. A group. People like me, but now...I'm not just like them anymore, and I can see it worries them. Scares them even. Hell of a thing, thinking your own people are afraid of what you can do.
They forgave me Sarah, mostly. I think. I mean, their moms all know, but....I shouldn't have told her without consulting them, just. Things were out of control....
So you are like a pack then, have to work together? I mean, in what you hear about witches, I didn't realise the coven worked that tightly knit like we do.
I say cool but when they offered me the power, in this case alpha, I turned it down. No big, you know? Not my thing.
Sort of. I mean, we can do whatever we want separately....but we tend to be together. Always. It's just the four of us, like our father's before us, and we're more family than anything else. We do almost everything together, but now....sometimes I wonder if and when they'll start to be scared of me.
Seems going furry at will isn't freakish. It's the six foot seven human, size of a horse in other form that makes me different.
And I don't know about the masochist part. Maybe I am, trying to make my best friend understand I love her and can give her a better life than the leech she loves.
Been a wolf a bit more than three hundred years, takes more than fur and fangs to be freakish to me. The size thing's a bit new to me, but I'm four foot at the shoulder in wolf form, so not so surprising. Mine's a bit more complicated. I'm what they call an Omega in my home. I function outside the dominance structure that is necessary for most packs. Won't submit, won't dominate. But having me around can be enough to let a rouge control his wolf. Wolves are more likely to survived a violent turning. People relax. As for you being a masochist, well, that's not being into pain. That's being a teenager. In a complicated situation. As far as I remember.
They tell us that for as long as we're needed, as long as we shift and choose to shift? We won't age, for years on years. The day we release the wolf and stop shifting, we'll start aging again and the die normally.
I thought the size thing was normal. All of us from the tribe that shifted, except for Leah, we all just started growing and then one day... boom, we shifted. Guess the elders knew it was coming but they weren't sure how to tell us.
I, uhmm, I should be alpha but I turned it down. My grandfather was.
Being a werewolf and having the girl you love willing to die to be with her obsessive leech boyfriend is normal teenager?
I will never physically age again. Haven't in two hundred and fifty. If and when I die, it will be because of an accident, someone killing me, or ending my own life. No going gently into that good night. And size does tend to vary greatly with breed. Just as dominance. It is not hereditary among my wolves. And there is only one wolf in the world who was born werewolf. The rest of us were changed, half by choice, half forced, all violently. Few are surprised by the change. Few turn down dominance, but it is not unheard of. Mostly among older wolves like myself. Not your exact situation, but trying to convince your best friend you love her and would be better for her than her current boyfriend? That's pretty classic.
I've only been doing this for about six months. The legends say that we don't age until we want to. I can't see giving this up but, maybe one day, I'll get tired of this. I guess it could happen.
We don't change others, but this has been the first time a female has shifted as well as the males of our tribe. I just... Sam would have been our second but he is more secure in his ability. I still feel... like a freak. He's a better leader.
I'd settle for not even with me if she'd choose NOT to die for him.
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That's tall for thirty. I think it's done now though. I hope.
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Neat, in you being, not born.
I wasn't. It just, well, I guess maybe I might have been but it was latent. Least until the vampires. I thought it was all just stories, you know?
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*blushes*
I'm Eve.
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*grins*
I'm Jacob. Pleasure's mine.
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Obsessed with your best friend?
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Two, yeah, they're engaged to be married. She's willing to die to be with the bastard. Fucking leech.
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I was gonna ask if you wanted to hang out sometime. Maybe get some food or go running.
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I don't see why not.
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Only if you're sure.
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Yeah, I'm sure.
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If you love her you should fight for her. I'd love to have some guy fight for me, maybe she feels the same?
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She doesn't want me to fight for her. She wants me to smile sweetly and tell her it's okay to desert her family, her friends and everything for this guy that won't even let her come see me and the pack because loving him has people trying to kill her.
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You deserve better then that.
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So are you.
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Yeah?
*leans up ans presses a kiss to his lips*
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Whoa. Uhmm, no, that was the right answer.
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If you say me, I quit.
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Started meeting others like me and I'm still different. I don't know, I thought maybe it would mean finding a place, you know?
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Yeah, I know. I've always had a place. A group. People like me, but now...I'm not just like them anymore, and I can see it worries them. Scares them even. Hell of a thing, thinking your own people are afraid of what you can do.
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Why do you scare them?
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Because I have more power than we're supposed to. A lot more.
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... Cool.
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..Not really.
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I say cool but when they offered me the power, in this case alpha, I turned it down. No big, you know? Not my thing.
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I didn't have that choice.
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So, what's your freakishness? You tell me yours, I tell you mine.
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And I don't know about the masochist part. Maybe I am, trying to make my best friend understand I love her and can give her a better life than the leech she loves.
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Mine's a bit more complicated. I'm what they call an Omega in my home. I function outside the dominance structure that is necessary for most packs. Won't submit, won't dominate. But having me around can be enough to let a rouge control his wolf. Wolves are more likely to survived a violent turning. People relax.
As for you being a masochist, well, that's not being into pain. That's being a teenager. In a complicated situation. As far as I remember.
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I thought the size thing was normal. All of us from the tribe that shifted, except for Leah, we all just started growing and then one day... boom, we shifted. Guess the elders knew it was coming but they weren't sure how to tell us.
I, uhmm, I should be alpha but I turned it down. My grandfather was.
Being a werewolf and having the girl you love willing to die to be with her obsessive leech boyfriend is normal teenager?
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And size does tend to vary greatly with breed. Just as dominance. It is not hereditary among my wolves. And there is only one wolf in the world who was born werewolf. The rest of us were changed, half by choice, half forced, all violently. Few are surprised by the change. Few turn down dominance, but it is not unheard of. Mostly among older wolves like myself.
Not your exact situation, but trying to convince your best friend you love her and would be better for her than her current boyfriend? That's pretty classic.
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We don't change others, but this has been the first time a female has shifted as well as the males of our tribe. I just... Sam would have been our second but he is more secure in his ability. I still feel... like a freak. He's a better leader.
I'd settle for not even with me if she'd choose NOT to die for him.