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Nothing is stopping me missing her.

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[omeganotlast.livejournal.com]

Nothing ever does.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_call_me_snake_/]

Except her coming back.

[omeganotlast.livejournal.com]

I never had that blessing or curse.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_call_me_snake_/]

I let her go because she wasn't happy here. Hope she remembers that.

[omeganotlast.livejournal.com]

I'm sure she does. Or I hope she does. It is a difficult situation

[nomanselizabth.livejournal.com]

No one would deign to tell you not to miss her, my friend.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_call_me_snake_/]

Just wish it was as easy to let this go as it was to tell her she could.

[nomanselizabth.livejournal.com]

While your sentiments and your wish do you credit, you do make rather unreasonable expectations of yourself, Snake.

Love is difficult, even in the best of times. That you feel as you do, well, you are a man to be admired for such.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_call_me_snake_/]

I know I am. Isn't the first time.

It's hard Elizabeth. I want to live until or if she decides to come back and the hell if I don't feel guilty about trying to get up and not sit around brooding.

[nomanselizabth.livejournal.com]

We'll have to find some way to distract you, perhaps. No one expects you to forget your wife overnight, and I for one would not wish for you to. How can you forget something so powerful? Love simply doesn't work like that. Sometimes continuing on in the hopes of someday is the only thing can motivate you to see the sunrise each day. Other times, the anger can get the best of us.

I am here if you need. My homes, all of them, are at yours and your family's disposal. But one thing that I needs have remain is the friend whom I care for.

[before-her-time.livejournal.com]

It's a sad fact that nothing ever will.

I've been there...just know that time and distance can't *keep* you apart...I'm speaking from experience.

I'm sorry you're having to suffer through losing a loved one, man. It's never easy.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_call_me_snake_/]

I didn't lose her. I told her she could go.

[before-her-time.livejournal.com]

Bad choice of words, then...you're a good man to be able to do that. I never had that luxury...someone *else* told my fella to leave.

He came back for me, though...it was a thousand years later, but he came.

There's a certain strength that comes from being able to let go...sometimes you can feel it, sometimes you don't. But time and distance, man...time, distance, life, death...you're never gonna get away from her.

Anyway...if you ever need an ear, I'm easy to find, and willing to help. It's...kind of what I was built for. *laughs*

[http://users.livejournal.com/_call_me_snake_/]

Better late then never, I suppose.

I don't want to get away from her. I just want to stop feeling like I'm about to be crushed every time I see anything that even remotely reminds me of her.

[before-her-time.livejournal.com]

That part *does* get easier. When it gets to feeling like the distance is too much, the reminders will keep her closer to you.

I'm not saying time will make it better...but it will lift that feeling.

...somewhat.

Sorry. *wrinkles nose and offers a small, comforting smile* Brutal honesty's in my nature.

[aeoniababy.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you are having a hard time, Snake.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_call_me_snake_/]

I didn't expect it to be easy. I want to move on and not sit around watching the door for her to come back. I can't seem to get out of it.

[aeoniababy.livejournal.com]

From my understanding, it's not supposed to be easy. It takes awhile for a heart to heal.

*sits down beside him*

I will sit with you then.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_call_me_snake_/]

You know, my heart's not broken. She didn't leave on bad terms. I'm not patient. I'm feeling lonely and guilty, make sense?

Snake smiled when she sat down.

How are you doing sweetheart?

[aeoniababy.livejournal.com]

I know your heart isn't broken but it's hurting. That's enough.

*smiles lightly at him, tucks her feet up under her*

I am well. I'm going to sit here for awhile. Are you thirsty or hungry though?

[crusades-r-us.livejournal.com]

Awwww, Snakemeister! *hugs him* I hate to see you hurting, I really do.

Nothing *should* stop you from missing her...she's your *wife*, dude. It won't get better, but it will get less painful.

You're doing okay? I don't mean 'good okay', but...kids are looking after you and all that? You're hanging on?

[http://users.livejournal.com/_call_me_snake_/]

I'm not ok. The kids, depends on which one and honestly I feel like killing someone.

[crusades-r-us.livejournal.com]

*rests her head on his shoulder*

Well...I hate to say it, but maybe you should. Work off some of that aggression, if you don't actually physically go out and plug someone.

You much of a sparring kinda guy? Or are you the Kodak type...y'know, strictly 'point and shoot?'

[http://users.livejournal.com/_call_me_snake_/]

I did kill someone. I didn't help.

Yeah I spare. Shame of it is, only women offer and I wont hit them even if we're sparing.

[crusades-r-us.livejournal.com]

Awww! My poor fella...

Y'know, there's a time and a place for chivalry, and it's called every-time-except-when-you're-sparring. *grin* Okay, no playing...well will you hit a girl in the name of education? Teach me some of those cool military moves, so I, too, can stick it to The Man. ;)

Ooh, or? You could totally help me with my magic! I'm still laid up until I see Christine for a checkup on Monday, but when I'm well I'll be off my meds and flexing some magic muscle.

...yeah, I'm being annoying again. I just want to try and help you make some progress with the venting of the bad vibes is all.