I highly doubt you do, not in it's entirety. Because no one knows it all but each of us that endured it. My everything is not anothers, and some of those things you can't share with anyone.
How much more destructive would it have been to ensure you never knew I loved him? How much more destructive would it have been if he never knew how I loved you? Would it have been less destructive for Nathan to know his brother would rather lock himself away than face Nathan and apologise for what he did?
Seems very little is more destructive than what we've done relatively openly.
And those things are not even the secrets I refer to.
If I hadn't wanted either of you to know... well, then you wouldn't have known. I didn't use that... way I have to ensure he forgot or dismissed things. Would Nathan have felt protected, or abandoned? You don't know him as I do, he wouldn't have felt protected.
It doesn't matter. They're years past, Adam. Gone and done and over. Nothing to be done about them now.
No, you didn't. And if you had done so on me...And I know I don't know him as well, but...I know he wouldn't have felt protected. But it was done for that.
If I had done so on you, I can swear it would not have been the same as Arthur. Of that I have no question and you should never, not ever, put yourself on that level because you would never do that.
Adam, ignore the last message. I deleted it because it was emotional and me rambling. It's nothing. You can ask anything you wish. I would tell you to stop asking, I just don't think you'll like the answers.
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Soon only two will remain.
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*pauses, pursing her lips* Can two keep a secret just as well as one?
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Many of the secrets I'm keeping from that one. I suspect he is doing the same.
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Seems very little is more destructive than what we've done relatively openly.
And those things are not even the secrets I refer to.
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What secrets, then?
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It doesn't matter. They're years past, Adam. Gone and done and over. Nothing to be done about them now.
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So I should cease asking questions?
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If I had done so on you, I can swear it would not have been the same as Arthur. Of that I have no question and you should never, not ever, put yourself on that level because you would never do that.Adam, ignore the last message. I deleted it because it was emotional and me rambling. It's nothing. You can ask anything you wish. I would tell you to stop asking, I just don't think you'll like the answers.
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