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I know that feeling..

Probably not for the same reasons. *small smile, the twitch in his hands more noticeable today*

Probably not, but I can at least relate to the symptoms, no doubt, if not the cause.

I'm hiding because I don't trust myself. I think my family is trying to get me out of the house, to distract me.

...I can relate to the "I don't trust myself" sentiment.

I'm a recovering Junkie, I daresay that's not your cause, right?

No... I'm more of a threat to others than to myself.

But I am often ill and that plays badly with my moods.

I'm a threat to others too sometimes, or I used to be. Didn't know what I was doing half the time. I'm three months clean now and it's still bad, the cravings I mean. Today... today is the 13th year since I nearly died and my first one clean. It's hard.

Feeling like you don't have control over yourself is.. terrifying.

I wish you luck.

It is, but it's always been my fault. I started it, I maintained it.

But thank you, you too.

Sounds like a plan.

I'm thinking it sounds like a very good plan.

Know where you're going to hide to yet?

Just my bedroom I guess, though I think my family is trying to drag me out. They think I need distracting.

*tosses him a pack of smokes* I bought a lot.

*catches it, almost tearing the packet trying to get it open, grabbing one cigarette and lighting it quickly considering how much his hand are shaking* Oh thank fuck.

*plops down beside him, takes a smoke and lights it*

So I've been working on this fucking melody and it's driving me nuts. ~~I have a thing for Mina.~~

*smokes the first fast, and reaches for another*

Then work on something else and come back to it? That's what I do. ~~You do?~~

*watches him closely*

Probably going to. ~~I told her and she likes me back.~~

*eyebrow* what?

Either that or et someone to help. That's cool man, it's turning into a right family affair this, isn't it? *chuckles*

Nothing, you're pretty. *cheeky grin*

I would but everyone is holed up. ~~Kind of seems like it. *laughs* I'm curious as to Becca's reaction.~~

No shit man, I know this! *snerks*

Everyone? Poke Sweep, he'll help if he ain't fucking Steph. Eh, she'll be fine with it, she's been trying to set her up with one of us for the longest time! Why do you think she kept showing everyone pictures? *winks*

*snickers* That's all, you have a pretty mouth. Sooooeeeeii!

I'm scared to go in their room. Sooty is holed up with Scout. Uhh...I'm here with you. *winks* ~~Well, I wondered. She's cute, Mina I mean. And I like her.~~

*laughs softly, taking another drag*

Eh, they're not that bad, you can usually hear them anyway! That you are. *winks and smirks* ~~Then go for it, man.~~

*smirks, sits back and takes a drag*

I might go poke him later to get him to help. *chuckles* Are you getting ideas? ~~Okay cool, I just wanted to clear it by you too.~~

You should see what I can do with it sometime. *smirks, relaxing a little into the easy play all of them had together*

*laughs, winking* I'm always getting ideas! ~~Me? Why?~~

*chuckles as they both relax* You keep offering but not following through. You know what they say about all talk.... *winks*

And yet I never see the fruit of these ideas! ~~Well, you know...Mina might be like a sister to you.~~

*reaches for him and kisses him hard, his tongue seeking entry* Oh I most definitely can back it up.

Stay long enough here today and you might. She's wonderful, better not hurt her, dick. *winks*

Edited 2008-03-29 20:12 (UTC)

*doesn't really seem surprised...maybe...lips part, allowing entry* Sweet!

Well...I might be willing to take one for the team. ~~Hey now, why do you guys say that to me? Maybe SHE'LL break MY heart.~~

*moans softly with a smirk, sucking his tongue before nipping* Mmhmm.

Well, I'd like for it to be consensual, Judge. *snerks* ~~Perhaps, but neither of you are really the type, are you?~~

*smirks at the moan, flicks his tongue against Caz's before nipping his bottom lip*

Well duh, what gave you the impression it wouldn't be, shithead? ~~No, I'd be good for her.~~

*kisses him deeper, trying to get the upper hand*

Nothing, I was merely making a statement. *moves backwards against the bean bag and beckons him with a finger and a smirk* ~~Yes, you would. She'd be good for you too.~~

*Makes it a fun little struggle, not relinquishing*

I was just clarifying. *smirks, moves over to join him* ~~I think she would to.~~

*bites his tongue and soothes it immediately, flicking his tongue over Judge's*

Mmhmm, oh I know. *kisses him again, deeper this time*

*gives a little growling moan, his tongue flicking back and rolling*

Okay good. *kisses back, grabbing his side*

*gives a growl of his own, his nails digging into his arm*

If you want, even though I like the audience, we should go somewhere more private.

*he gave a shuddering growl at the feel of the nails digging into his arms*

Lead the way.

*drags him away with a smirk*

ooc; do you want to write this out, or?

*chuckles lets himself get dragged away*

*peers around the corner and stares* There are better places to hide.

Nah, I'm fine here, but thanks!