Good. My word is "NO." NO you will not make Mina feel like shit for taking something that makes her relax. NO you won't be a hypocrite as people in BOTH OF OUR FAMILIES toke, dipshit. NO you will not treat our sister like dirt because she's smoked marijuana TWICE. NO.
Marijuana is NOT a gateway drug. Do you realize that it's the ONE THING that allowed her to smile after she was disappointed by Jonesy? MERLIN FOR-FUCKING-BID that she does something that gives her JOY. SEX is more a drug than Marijuana. AND AS FOR IF JUDGE WILL LIKE HER WITHOUT IT, as I said? TWICE in all the time she's been here! He knows her MORE OFF the weed than on it!
If you weren't such a judgmental ASS, perhaps she would have told you those things too!
And OH, by the way, thanks for pointing out YET AGAIN what a fuck-up I am. I NEEDED THAT. SO MUCH. You fucking DICK. *bursts into tears*
*cross his arms. She's being dramatic and he won't give in, despite that fact that her tears make him want to kill himself*
No, REBECCA. Mina's not talked to me since she's been here, I came this time to visit and went to find HER. I don't know any of those things. I don't even know Jonesy or anything about him or him hurting her so the answer to your question is no, how could I realize.
I'm sorry, why did you have weed to give her, weren't you attempting to quit? I'm sorry, can you really expect me to jump for joy that another woman I love is doing drugs? I think I have a right to be judgmental about this! I watched you nearly you kill yourself for 25 years! I have no patience for drugs left! No one needs drugs! NO ONE. Yes, Mina needs help, she needs therapy, she needs antidepressant medication most likely. Maybe she should start writing poetry or doing yoga but giving her weed to relax? Fuck no.
And yes, Neville and Uncle Harry toke! Because they fought in three wars! Because they battled VOLDERMORT not because they were nervous to talk to a member of the opposite sex! Don't you fucking dare compare them again. There IS NO COMPARISON REBECCA.
*is quiet, because this part hurt most of all* I never said you were a fuck up. Not today, not ever. Don't put words in my mouth.
Then talk to HER about it, not me. It's not MY bloody fault she hasn't talked to you. If you're upset at her about it, be mad about THAT, not about some stupid shit like her taking a toke of Mary Jane.
Oh gee, weed is SO hard to get in this house. Steph had some, I took it from her and gave it to Mina. I don't even CARE to smoke it, so stop assuming shit and grow up! Mina, by the way, is going to get the help she needs, not that it is ANY of your fucking business.
*LAUGHS* so, now you're minimizing what Mina's been through in her life? and what I've been through? because we haven't been through THREE WARS, we shouldn't need things? Wow, Adam... I knew you were judgmental, but I didn't think you were quite THAT bad. How about this, the first time you're pinned against a wall and made to do things to someone you don't LIKE for something you fucking NEED you can come judge me ALL YOU FUCKING LIKE. When you've felt like you've never been loved enough, no matter how hard you fucking try, you can come judge Mina ALL YOU FUCKING LIKE. Until then, you keep your bloody mouth shut before I kick you in the balls hard enough you won't have to worry about protection to not knock Emma up again.
*tears up worse* No, not in so many words, but you sure as shit know the right ones to say to make me feel like one. You sure know the ones to say to let people know that your baby sister wrecked your life too, because she wasn't in control of her own. It HURTS to know I hurt you, and your pointing it out again doesn't do anything but make it hurt MORE.
I didn't say it was your bloody fault! If she was this upset she ought to talk to me, not you!
You know what? She's practically my sister. I love Mina and I want to help her so in that way? Yeah, it's my fucking business!
*actually laughs out loud* I'm sorry for everything that happened to you and you know if I found those men who hurt you I would kill them in a second, but claiming not be loved enough? Neither you or Mina can say that. I don't know how you could think Greggy doesn't live and breathe for Mina. How you could say you don't have amazing parents even if you don't always get along. You two were loved Rebecca, even if I can't speak for anyone else officially, I can speak for myself. Maybe I was only a stupid little boy who's feelings didn't matter but I always cared about both of you. I always loved both of you.
*his eyes get dark and he looks down, he can't just sit and watch her cry* I never once said you wrecked my life. Ever. You've only ever made my life better for being in it. *sighs* Rebecca, I don't think I can explain that any more unless we had a pensieve and you could actually see that those years in Italy. Those were some of the hardest. I have never ever thought you were a fuck up or that you wrecked my life ever and I never said that.
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Marijuana is NOT a gateway drug. Do you realize that it's the ONE THING that allowed her to smile after she was disappointed by Jonesy? MERLIN FOR-FUCKING-BID that she does something that gives her JOY. SEX is more a drug than Marijuana. AND AS FOR IF JUDGE WILL LIKE HER WITHOUT IT, as I said? TWICE in all the time she's been here! He knows her MORE OFF the weed than on it!
If you weren't such a judgmental ASS, perhaps she would have told you those things too!
And OH, by the way, thanks for pointing out YET AGAIN what a fuck-up I am. I NEEDED THAT. SO MUCH. You fucking DICK. *bursts into tears*
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No, REBECCA. Mina's not talked to me since she's been here, I came this time to visit and went to find HER. I don't know any of those things. I don't even know Jonesy or anything about him or him hurting her so the answer to your question is no, how could I realize.
I'm sorry, why did you have weed to give her, weren't you attempting to quit? I'm sorry, can you really expect me to jump for joy that another woman I love is doing drugs? I think I have a right to be judgmental about this! I watched you nearly you kill yourself for 25 years! I have no patience for drugs left! No one needs drugs! NO ONE. Yes, Mina needs help, she needs therapy, she needs antidepressant medication most likely. Maybe she should start writing poetry or doing yoga but giving her weed to relax? Fuck no.
And yes, Neville and Uncle Harry toke! Because they fought in three wars! Because they battled VOLDERMORT not because they were nervous to talk to a member of the opposite sex! Don't you fucking dare compare them again. There IS NO COMPARISON REBECCA.
*is quiet, because this part hurt most of all*
I never said you were a fuck up. Not today, not ever. Don't put words in my mouth.
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Oh gee, weed is SO hard to get in this house. Steph had some, I took it from her and gave it to Mina. I don't even CARE to smoke it, so stop assuming shit and grow up! Mina, by the way, is going to get the help she needs, not that it is ANY of your fucking business.
*LAUGHS* so, now you're minimizing what Mina's been through in her life? and what I've been through? because we haven't been through THREE WARS, we shouldn't need things? Wow, Adam... I knew you were judgmental, but I didn't think you were quite THAT bad. How about this, the first time you're pinned against a wall and made to do things to someone you don't LIKE for something you fucking NEED you can come judge me ALL YOU FUCKING LIKE. When you've felt like you've never been loved enough, no matter how hard you fucking try, you can come judge Mina ALL YOU FUCKING LIKE. Until then, you keep your bloody mouth shut before I kick you in the balls hard enough you won't have to worry about protection to not knock Emma up again.
*tears up worse* No, not in so many words, but you sure as shit know the right ones to say to make me feel like one. You sure know the ones to say to let people know that your baby sister wrecked your life too, because she wasn't in control of her own. It HURTS to know I hurt you, and your pointing it out again doesn't do anything but make it hurt MORE.
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You know what? She's practically my sister. I love Mina and I want to help her so in that way? Yeah, it's my fucking business!
*actually laughs out loud* I'm sorry for everything that happened to you and you know if I found those men who hurt you I would kill them in a second, but claiming not be loved enough? Neither you or Mina can say that. I don't know how you could think Greggy doesn't live and breathe for Mina. How you could say you don't have amazing parents even if you don't always get along. You two were loved Rebecca, even if I can't speak for anyone else officially, I can speak for myself. Maybe I was only a stupid little boy who's feelings didn't matter but I always cared about both of you. I always loved both of you.
*his eyes get dark and he looks down, he can't just sit and watch her cry*
I never once said you wrecked my life. Ever. You've only ever made my life better for being in it. *sighs* Rebecca, I don't think I can explain that any more unless we had a pensieve and you could actually see that those years in Italy. Those were some of the hardest. I have never ever thought you were a fuck up or that you wrecked my life ever and I never said that.