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[snarky-blonde.livejournal.com]

[Repeatedly releasing some pent up frustration.]

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[psych2psych.livejournal.com]

Yeah. That's not normal, right? For your spouse just to sleep at some other guy's house for no reason? My parents never did that.

[snarky-blonde.livejournal.com]

Why would he do that though? Has to be a reason, right?

[psych2psych.livejournal.com]

I don't know. He won't talk to me and tell me. So of course its grown in my mind to this horrible thing. I don't know.

...whatever.

I'm just trying to play it tough and strong. The kids don't need me being crazy.

[snarky-blonde.livejournal.com]

Drugs again?

Well if need to watch the kids or y'all wanna stay with me a bit, you can.

[psych2psych.livejournal.com]

I have gone over literally every scenario in my mind over and over again and that's one of them. It could be, I don't know. I've thought drugs, I've thought maybe he cheated on me, I've thought maybe he was drunk and didn't want to come home. That last one is the one I'm hoping for. It's logical. I get that. But then why wouldn't he tell me?

ugh.. see? I'm obsessively worrying and I can't stop it. I pretend I'm not. But I might be going a little nuts. I just love him so damn much and this... really hurts.

I know you're there for me and the kids. I even know you're there for Thackery. Just... don't quit being my friend, okay?

[snarky-blonde.livejournal.com]

*moves over and hugs him tightly*

I am never quitting you and I am sure he’s okay and it’s not drugs, cheating, cause he love you and y’all family too much.

Watch it’s going to be something stupid. *she hoped.*

[psych2psych.livejournal.com]

*He hugs her right back, maybe a little too tight and a little too long cause damn if he didn't really need it.*

I really hope it's something completely silly and stupid. I hope you're right.

[snarky-blonde.livejournal.com]

*she let him, didn't complain, she's been needing a hug for awhile*

I am right, you'll see.