Thackery left. He won't talk about it or tell me why. He slept somewhere else and... I don't know what's going on. He won't tell me. So... I've been staying in Manhattan with the kids and my parents... until he wants to talk.
I have gone over literally every scenario in my mind over and over again and that's one of them. It could be, I don't know. I've thought drugs, I've thought maybe he cheated on me, I've thought maybe he was drunk and didn't want to come home. That last one is the one I'm hoping for. It's logical. I get that. But then why wouldn't he tell me?
ugh.. see? I'm obsessively worrying and I can't stop it. I pretend I'm not. But I might be going a little nuts. I just love him so damn much and this... really hurts.
I know you're there for me and the kids. I even know you're there for Thackery. Just... don't quit being my friend, okay?
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Oh?
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What’s going on?
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Let's worry about you. What's got you so tense?
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[she just shrugged]
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...you know if you need some heavy lifting done you can let me know.
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I know, but I got movers, I have the money saved up, thanks though. How are the kids?
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The kids are good. They're at my mom's right now.
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So enough about me, what's up?
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Thackery left. He won't talk about it or tell me why. He slept somewhere else and... I don't know what's going on. He won't tell me. So... I've been staying in Manhattan with the kids and my parents... until he wants to talk.
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...whatever.
I'm just trying to play it tough and strong. The kids don't need me being crazy.
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Well if need to watch the kids or y'all wanna stay with me a bit, you can.
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ugh.. see? I'm obsessively worrying and I can't stop it. I pretend I'm not. But I might be going a little nuts. I just love him so damn much and this... really hurts.
I know you're there for me and the kids. I even know you're there for Thackery. Just... don't quit being my friend, okay?
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I am never quitting you and I am sure he’s okay and it’s not drugs, cheating, cause he love you and y’all family too much.
Watch it’s going to be something stupid. *she hoped.*
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I really hope it's something completely silly and stupid. I hope you're right.
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I am right, you'll see.