http://snarky-blonde.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] snarky-blonde.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] sixwordstories2010-07-17 10:03 pm
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[Repeatedly releasing some pent up frustration.]

[identity profile] psych2psych.livejournal.com 2010-07-18 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. It looks like it helps you feel better. Think I'd try anything right now.

[identity profile] psych2psych.livejournal.com 2010-07-18 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
I don't even know what's going on anymore.

Let's worry about you. What's got you so tense?

[identity profile] psych2psych.livejournal.com 2010-07-18 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah I get that. It really sucks to be alone... especially after having not been for awhile.

...you know if you need some heavy lifting done you can let me know.

[identity profile] psych2psych.livejournal.com 2010-07-18 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
He's a playboy whom I'd never hook someone I care about up with. *he grins*

The kids are good. They're at my mom's right now.

[identity profile] psych2psych.livejournal.com 2010-07-18 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
Even then. He's a heart breaker.

Thackery left. He won't talk about it or tell me why. He slept somewhere else and... I don't know what's going on. He won't tell me. So... I've been staying in Manhattan with the kids and my parents... until he wants to talk.

[identity profile] psych2psych.livejournal.com 2010-07-18 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. That's not normal, right? For your spouse just to sleep at some other guy's house for no reason? My parents never did that.

[identity profile] psych2psych.livejournal.com 2010-07-18 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. He won't talk to me and tell me. So of course its grown in my mind to this horrible thing. I don't know.

...whatever.

I'm just trying to play it tough and strong. The kids don't need me being crazy.

[identity profile] psych2psych.livejournal.com 2010-07-18 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
I have gone over literally every scenario in my mind over and over again and that's one of them. It could be, I don't know. I've thought drugs, I've thought maybe he cheated on me, I've thought maybe he was drunk and didn't want to come home. That last one is the one I'm hoping for. It's logical. I get that. But then why wouldn't he tell me?

ugh.. see? I'm obsessively worrying and I can't stop it. I pretend I'm not. But I might be going a little nuts. I just love him so damn much and this... really hurts.

I know you're there for me and the kids. I even know you're there for Thackery. Just... don't quit being my friend, okay?

[identity profile] psych2psych.livejournal.com 2010-07-18 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
*He hugs her right back, maybe a little too tight and a little too long cause damn if he didn't really need it.*

I really hope it's something completely silly and stupid. I hope you're right.