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Sammy. You doing okay son?

Okay is a relative term.

What's troubling you?

What isn't? It feels like the whole damn world is trying to cave in on me.

How do you figure?

It's just this whole thing with Dean. I'll figure it out.

You need help I'm here Sammy.

I'm not even sure if I can help him anymore, dad. Every damn thing I do turns into a deadend. And this whole thing is taking a toll on the both of us.

Don't try rushing it all at once Sammy. Take a break from it and come back to it with a fresh mind. If you don't you could turn into me. Someone too consumed with trying to fix everything and forgetting what's important.

I know what the hell is important. Which is why I'm even doing this. Taking breaks isn't even an option. Not when he's only got a year.

*perks a brow* you can't work on a stressed mind Sam. A few days to rest ain't gonna hurt.

And I can't afford that, dad.

No point in wearing yourself out so bad you can't help him Sammy. Remember that okay?

Yeah, I'll try to. I just don't know what the hell I'd do if I lost him. I mean there's always thinking about doing the same shit you and him did but at the same time not.

I don't want a damn thing to do with any demon. No matter what it is they can do.

I won't say I regret what I did. I had both you boys in mind. You two work well together.

We do. Not so much anymore though. Then again hunting is far from my mind.

I don't just mean in the hunting Sammy. You two together just works. You got eachother's backs and me I was just an old man that spent most of his life on the trail of revenge.

I don't want revenge. I just want to keep Dean alive.

I wasn't sayin you were. Just that's why i gave up my life for Dean's.

I know that, dad. The world is fucked up. That's what this is. Fucked up world with stupid ignorant demons. Oh yeah... a psy-kid who has demon blood in him.

Even more fucked up.

You are still my son Sammy. Nothing will change that.

That's good to know. sighs I'll be fine. Really. I think. makes a face

Just remember what I said and you ever need a break stop by.

The whole ending up in Kansas again might take a bit, dad. But I'll keep that in mind.

Alright Sammy. The door is always open.

Alright. Thanks, dad.

Not a problem. Least i can try and do things right this time. Take care of yourself Sammy.

You too dad. And I will. Or at least try to take care of myself better than what I have been.

All I ask Sammy weakned you can't help much. You could collapse.

So I keep hearing. Like I said... I'll try.

Good enough for me Sammy.

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I love you son.

Hope so.

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I love you too, dad.