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[abettal.livejournal.com]

To err is human. To forgive...

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[abettal.livejournal.com]

There, see? So you don't have to worry, right? It'll all work out.

[zadakiel.livejournal.com]

Just because I forgive them, doesn't mean they forgive me. However, I would like to believe it will all work out in the end anyway.

[abettal.livejournal.com]

Yooou just said forgiveness is in everybody's grasp.

[zadakiel.livejournal.com]

I did, however, that doesn't mean they will grasp it. It is a conscious decision, or else everyone would just always forgive everyone and I would have been out of a job.

[abettal.livejournal.com]

First you gotta say you're sorry, and mean it, and that's easy. Anything else, and you're just inflicting it on yourself.

[zadakiel.livejournal.com]

I brought it all on myself, I've got no doubts about that I was selfish and still am and some day I will ask for forgiveness, but not now.

[abettal.livejournal.com]

Listen.

I'm in training to become a psychologist to help people move past their problems, and I can tell you right now that putting it off is only gonna hurt you more in the long run. The sooner you can fix this thing the better.

[zadakiel.livejournal.com]

I'm well aware, but if I ask for forgiveness I would have to go home and stay there, and I'm not ready to leave this part of my family yet.

[abettal.livejournal.com]

--so...wait...

You made all this fuss over being on a vacation?

[zadakiel.livejournal.com]

...No.

When you are turned from God it is... extremely painful, I don't know the proper words to explain it. It is a constant pain. To Fall is the worst shame.