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*raises an eyebrow*

yes?

Well you obviously mean me. So why?

because I'm more like you than like Daddy. *shrugs*

*snorts* and how might that be?

What, Uncle Edward, you want a fucking list?

I understand your restless moods better than most. I get blood lust. I want to watch people writhe as I sink a knife deep into them... I just hold it all back by hurting myself. Though, it doesn't hold it back for long.

Interesting... *tilts head and smirks*

Are you aure you're not my child?

I suppose, for you, it is.

I don't know, would you like me to ask Mum? *smirks*

It is. Very much so.

*shrugs* You could, but I assure you, I haven't fucked her since that first time. Nor do I have any intention to, so...

congratulations. I'm glad you get pleasure from my twisted feelings. Though, honestly, it doesn't surprise me.

*nods* I'm aware. I was being a smartass. She wouldn't touch you either, you know. Be assured. She's no desire to ever be with you again.

*smirks slowly before grinning widely* Maybe it's because I don't try to deny mine.

No shit. And I know full well she doesn't, hense the reason my wife is alive. And I wouldn't have it any other way.

I don't try to deny mine either. I simply would rather not break my parents' hearts with every beat of my own. But again, you wouldn't give a shit about anything remotely close to that, so why do I bother telling you? I'm stupid to think you might actually understand me.

Bella told me I should have talked this out with Aunt Echo. She says she at least would be sensitive to my feeling on the matter. I figure I deserve whatever coldness is there behind your words, so I might as well talk to you. *shrugs*

People are meant to be what they are. You can't change it. The sooner you learn that the better it will be for all concerned. It's going to hurt them anyway, you can't change how you are *shrugs*

Senstivity isn't always the way. Sometimes you just need to be told how it is.

*shrugs back* Perhaps.

And sometimes a 17 year old child needs to be told that perhaps the way she's felt for years might fade a bit. Or that sometimes other people can be a salvation of sorts. Or even that she's supported no matter which way her path is going. But then, for that kind of happy bullshit, I'd need to go to my own parents.

It doesn't fade though, I for one know this. Henry tried, tried to make it go away but it was in him in the first place... I was in him in the first place. Everyone has it, it's just stronger in some than others and everyone has a salvation *smirks* just not in the way one might think.

Great, thanks for the support, Uncle Edward. *mutters* fuck off.

What? You want me to tell you that everything is going to be okay? It is... the sooner you accept who you as a person are, instead of trying to bury it under other things and hurting yourself.

Yes, great, grand. I'm a fucking nutcase who seriously would like to do harm to others. Great. I'm like you. And Aunt Echo. I meant what I said. I should have been born to the two of you... at least you'd be proud of me for it instead of it hurting you, like it's going to do to Daddy and Mum. *curls up with her knees to her chest* I don't want to be like you. Why couldn't it have been NICKY or someone?

He's more tolerant than you think, he isn't going to fucking break. He didn't with me and I am him. You never know, he might just understand.

I didn't say he'd break. I said it would hurt him. And mum. Who IS more fragile then one might assume. anyway, where was I? Oh yes, fuck off. I was way back there, and then you got all huffy about me wanting you to shut up, I forgot.

Only because what I'm saying is right and you know it, Elizabeth.

yeah, great. Whatever you say.

*grins a little and nods* Mmmhmm.

That wasn't me actually agreeing, Uncle Edward. It was my way of shutting you up.

*smirks* you should listen to me instead of trying to shut me up, child.

or, you know, make my own mistakes and fuck up my own life instead of following your path?

*shrugs* Or do that. But you'll bring everyone else down with you. At least following mine you can sate your needs and not hurt any of us.

or hurt everyone by getting caught. I can see it now... fuck up once, get caught, get put in jail forever, and then our lives would REALLY be fucked.

but you know... good plan otherwise.

Then don't get caught. *shrugs*

easier said than done.

It's really not. You have it in you not to get caught. You just...don't. It's that simple.

Not to sound like a teenybopper... but W. T. F?

In what reality does that work? Oh, wait, yours, I forgot... *facepalms*

*shrugs and growls* How long have we been doing this? And how many times have we been caught? None. It works.

You've been doing it as long as Aunt Echo has been a separate person from Mum. And no, you haven't. But that luck can't hold forever. And it doesn't necessarily come through to the next generation.

I may just sterilize myself so I never pass this down to any children I may have... There's a good idea.

It isn't luck. It's skill *smirks*

A little harsh, no? *tilts head*

Congratulations. You're skilled at killing people. *shrugs*

Yeah, it is, but do I really want to watch my children struggle with this like I do? No, I don't, not so much.

No shit *grins broadly*

It doesn't happen to everyone, you know. There's a whole bunch of children who it hasn't happened to. Including my own.

Yeah, great... I'm so lucky to be cursed with this.

I don't think that it's a curse.

I do

*shrugs* then think like that.

I really can't help it. Sorry if it offended you.

I don't get offended *shrugs*

sure you don't. I've seen it happen, but you feel free to not admit it. *smirks*

It doesn't happen very often *looks annoyed*

fair enough, Uncle Edward.

It doesn't! *growls*