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[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

Screw it. Getting a new place.

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[jackcaptainjack.livejournal.com]

Jaf?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

No, not Jaf. Just his past.

He was in the basement for weeks, and nobody noticed. And I know they're "cleaning" it but damn it, I have children in this house and I won't live on top of what was basically a torture chamber. I thought I could handle it, but I cant. And it pisses me off because I love this house.

[halfthemistake.livejournal.com]

*very quiet and still, in his bed*

We're... leaving?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

You can stay here if you want to, I reckon Jaf will.

[guriel]

. . . Siobhan? You gonna share what you're thinking here?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

It's quite simple. I don't want to live on top of a torture chamber. Thought I could, but since you guys started messing with the wards I have been getting awful, awful vibes. I feel like shit, and I'm not going to take it. If Jaf needs us to keep the house, that's fine. But I can't live in it.

[shywitchwalking.livejournal.com]

[...Wha?]

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

This house has a really nasty history. Thought I could deal with it, but I can't. It's been getting to me lately.

[whisky-ghost.livejournal.com]

I'm going away for a couple weeks... you want to use my house again?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

[Have a hug, Ghost.]

I know I probably seem so selfish...

[count-of-d.livejournal.com]

Language, my dear. [Obviously Leon has been a bad influence on her. He is going to have to do something about that.]

Do you have a new place in mind?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

Not yet, I just need to get out, and fast. The place is bleeding into my headspace.

[dying-breeze.livejournal.com]

[Reaching over and taking her hand.]

The memories down there are too much, aren't they?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

[She squeezes that hand, so glad to have her twin there. Wherever she goes, there will be space for Scarlet too. Forever.]

The memories all over. The whole house is crawling with them. I thought I could take it but... I'm not sleeping well anymore, and Lester feels what goes on with me too.

[witchsson]

[ ... Hn. He could offer to try and dispel the bad vibes around it but... That doesn't solve the route of the problem, does it? The association is always going to be there. Bad memories shouldn't be in a place you call home. Not for you or Jaf, whatever his feelings on that.

Aidan blows smoke slowly, thinking. ]

Locally, or further away?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

[ She should probably break the habit of randomly showing up in Aidan's life making frustrated statements, shouldn't she?

She pulls a donut out of the bag she brought with her, it contains several and Aidan is free to have one but they are in fact all for her. She breaks tiny pieces off and puts them in her mouth, the eating pattern a sign of stress and discomfort. ]

Locally. For now at least that's the plan.

[unfamiliar-jaf.livejournal.com]

Hey, hey...not so fast. You say that, you're taking away my chance to conquer it. It's a hat thing. Or a cave angel thing.

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

I'm not taking anything away from you, feel free to conquer the place to your heart's content. But I am trying to get my shop set up and take care of the kids and somewhere in there have you and me time as well and you know what, I need to sleep at night.

We can keep the house, and you can even live here. But I won't.

[curious-flame.livejournal.com]

Adie was confused.

"Did I bweak something, mummy? Or be too loud?" She asked, frowning. "Mummy love this place no more?"

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

"Oh, Firebug."

She kissed Adies little cheek fondly.

"It isn't your fault, bad things happened in this house before, and they are giving mummy bad dreams."

[leon-orcderp.livejournal.com]

Good plan. You look like shit.

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

I do, don't I? Can't stay here. I just can't.

I've been told it's running away. I don't care anymore. I just want to sleep.

[jackcaptainjack.livejournal.com]

Jaf?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

No, not Jaf. Just his past.

He was in the basement for weeks, and nobody noticed. And I know they're "cleaning" it but damn it, I have children in this house and I won't live on top of what was basically a torture chamber. I thought I could handle it, but I cant. And it pisses me off because I love this house.

[halfthemistake.livejournal.com]

*very quiet and still, in his bed*

We're... leaving?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

You can stay here if you want to, I reckon Jaf will.

[guriel]

. . . Siobhan? You gonna share what you're thinking here?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

It's quite simple. I don't want to live on top of a torture chamber. Thought I could, but since you guys started messing with the wards I have been getting awful, awful vibes. I feel like shit, and I'm not going to take it. If Jaf needs us to keep the house, that's fine. But I can't live in it.

[shywitchwalking.livejournal.com]

[...Wha?]

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

This house has a really nasty history. Thought I could deal with it, but I can't. It's been getting to me lately.

[whisky-ghost.livejournal.com]

I'm going away for a couple weeks... you want to use my house again?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

[Have a hug, Ghost.]

I know I probably seem so selfish...

[count-of-d.livejournal.com]

Language, my dear. [Obviously Leon has been a bad influence on her. He is going to have to do something about that.]

Do you have a new place in mind?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

Not yet, I just need to get out, and fast. The place is bleeding into my headspace.

[dying-breeze.livejournal.com]

[Reaching over and taking her hand.]

The memories down there are too much, aren't they?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

[She squeezes that hand, so glad to have her twin there. Wherever she goes, there will be space for Scarlet too. Forever.]

The memories all over. The whole house is crawling with them. I thought I could take it but... I'm not sleeping well anymore, and Lester feels what goes on with me too.

[witchsson]

[ ... Hn. He could offer to try and dispel the bad vibes around it but... That doesn't solve the route of the problem, does it? The association is always going to be there. Bad memories shouldn't be in a place you call home. Not for you or Jaf, whatever his feelings on that.

Aidan blows smoke slowly, thinking. ]

Locally, or further away?

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

[ She should probably break the habit of randomly showing up in Aidan's life making frustrated statements, shouldn't she?

She pulls a donut out of the bag she brought with her, it contains several and Aidan is free to have one but they are in fact all for her. She breaks tiny pieces off and puts them in her mouth, the eating pattern a sign of stress and discomfort. ]

Locally. For now at least that's the plan.

[unfamiliar-jaf.livejournal.com]

Hey, hey...not so fast. You say that, you're taking away my chance to conquer it. It's a hat thing. Or a cave angel thing.

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

I'm not taking anything away from you, feel free to conquer the place to your heart's content. But I am trying to get my shop set up and take care of the kids and somewhere in there have you and me time as well and you know what, I need to sleep at night.

We can keep the house, and you can even live here. But I won't.

[curious-flame.livejournal.com]

Adie was confused.

"Did I bweak something, mummy? Or be too loud?" She asked, frowning. "Mummy love this place no more?"

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

"Oh, Firebug."

She kissed Adies little cheek fondly.

"It isn't your fault, bad things happened in this house before, and they are giving mummy bad dreams."

[leon-orcderp.livejournal.com]

Good plan. You look like shit.

[growsowngoats.livejournal.com]

I do, don't I? Can't stay here. I just can't.

I've been told it's running away. I don't care anymore. I just want to sleep.