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[compulsivetwin.livejournal.com]

The price we pay to feel...

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[keepcourage.livejournal.com]

Is there a reason for all this musing?

[compulsivetwin.livejournal.com]

Eh...just in a contemplative kind of mood, I guess. [She sets her laptop aside and looks at Blaine.] I was blogging. Jennifer seems to think it will help.

[keepcourage.livejournal.com]

And is it? [ Said, pushing off the wall and talking a few steps into her room.]

[compulsivetwin.livejournal.com]

A bit. [She makes a face that says it helps as much as anything else.] It's definitely better than sitting around talking about how things make me feel.

[andersonblaine.livejournal.com]

It's better than to feel nothing at all, isn't it?

[compulsivetwin.livejournal.com]

[At the sound of her brother's voice, she looks up, a smile spreading across her face. She can't help it. He's always produced that reaction in her. It's like he steps in the room and she feels whole again. It is. Just sometimes I need to remind myself, you know...

[She scoots over so he has room to sit beside her.]

[andersonblaine.livejournal.com]

[Blaine sits beside her and holds her hand in his]
What were you doing before I got here? Anything else I should bring you?

Did... did you call Wes yet?

[compulsivetwin.livejournal.com]

[As her fingers entwine with his, she leans her head on his shoulder -- she feels a hundred times better now that he's here.] I had therapy sessions earlier...individual and group and then I've mostly just been watching TV.

[She nods at his question.] I did. I called him last night.

[keepcourage.livejournal.com]

Is there a reason for all this musing?

[compulsivetwin.livejournal.com]

Eh...just in a contemplative kind of mood, I guess. [She sets her laptop aside and looks at Blaine.] I was blogging. Jennifer seems to think it will help.

[keepcourage.livejournal.com]

And is it? [ Said, pushing off the wall and talking a few steps into her room.]

[compulsivetwin.livejournal.com]

A bit. [She makes a face that says it helps as much as anything else.] It's definitely better than sitting around talking about how things make me feel.

[andersonblaine.livejournal.com]

It's better than to feel nothing at all, isn't it?

[compulsivetwin.livejournal.com]

[At the sound of her brother's voice, she looks up, a smile spreading across her face. She can't help it. He's always produced that reaction in her. It's like he steps in the room and she feels whole again. It is. Just sometimes I need to remind myself, you know...

[She scoots over so he has room to sit beside her.]

[andersonblaine.livejournal.com]

[Blaine sits beside her and holds her hand in his]
What were you doing before I got here? Anything else I should bring you?

Did... did you call Wes yet?

[compulsivetwin.livejournal.com]

[As her fingers entwine with his, she leans her head on his shoulder -- she feels a hundred times better now that he's here.] I had therapy sessions earlier...individual and group and then I've mostly just been watching TV.

[She nods at his question.] I did. I called him last night.