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[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

Sometimes, I wish I did drink.

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[blazing-storm.livejournal.com]

But it's so much fun.

[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

I don't think so. And there are long term effects for your health if you indulge too much.

[blazing-storm.livejournal.com]

Once in a while then?

[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

When there's a special occasion I'll drink, but other than that, I stay away from it.

[fishybrains.livejournal.com]

It's not as fun as everyone seems to think. Also, not exactly healthy.

[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

I know, that's why I don't drink unless it's a special occasion. Just, every now and then I wish I could be that carefree or foolish.

[fishybrains.livejournal.com]

... now that part of it, I think I will miss.

[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

Being carefree?

[fishybrains.livejournal.com]

*nods!* That sort of feeling.

[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

I miss it too, but I haven't been carefree in awhile. Which is why I wish I had less conviction so I could drink my cares away, but I'm too... dedicated I guess, to give in.

[kaydee-did.livejournal.com]

Won't kill ya unless ya make a habit of it on an every day kinda basis.

[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

I really don't enjoy it, though. It's a personal thing, I guess.

[kaydee-did.livejournal.com]

Yea, I can respect dat.

[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

Just, every now and then, I would like to be that carefree.

[kaydee-did.livejournal.com]

Why can'cha? Once neva hurt anyone.

[pandaaa.livejournal.com]

you dont need to drink to be carefree :)

[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

It would help get me there. I'm certainly not there sober right now.

[pandaaa.livejournal.com]

What do you truely have to worry about, my love.
Life is amazing, that alone should enstill some degree of happiness into you.

[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

Guilt can blind anyone to the good things in life.

[pandaaa.livejournal.com]

Perhaps you should try and let go of that guilt?

[a-deaths-head.livejournal.com]

If ever you require me to be a bad influence, you know where I am.

[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Erik, but it would just be escapism. I should deal with this now, instead of putting it off.

[a-deaths-head.livejournal.com]

Escapism is severely underrated. *tilts head* What is troubling you?

[a-soul-awake.livejournal.com]

I had to hurt someone I care about. I hate hurting people. I feel so guilty for it.

[a-deaths-head.livejournal.com]

You had to?