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Why?

*sigh* Tha's what my agent asked. I dun't.. I.

I dun't like th'way I look naked, alrigh'? An' I feel like when ya get shot nude... there's this, like, judgin' thing goin' on. 'Is she eatin'?' 'Aw, I dunno, maybe a skittle for every meal'. It makes me insecure jus' ta think about it.

An' yet I get offers every year from Playboy an' th'like. An' they's so temptin... maybe I should just suck it up an' take it. But then there's the problem of my reputation.. Once yer a nude model they don't wantcha fer fashion usually.

But the money. Fuck.

Oh, ok. Shouldn't do it if you aren't comfortable.

I like being naked.

Tha's th'thing, don't got nothin' 'gainst bein' naked til I'm in front of a camera.

Frustratin' as all hell.

I don't care where I'm naked.

*giggles at him* You wouldn't.

More comfortable that way.

If it is tasteful the human form can be an art form in itself.

I know that. I'm not... I got nothin' against girls that do nude modelin'. I jus' don't ever think I could do it.

An' I really wish my agent would stop tryin' ta pressure me inta doin' it.

I've done a nude portrait before, it was a powerful piece.

Be firm with him if you really are that much against it.

I bet. Portrait's much different than what I do though. I mean, if I were in some magazine like Maxim or what have ya... I dunno if I could ever get anyone in th'fashion world ta take me serious again.

Of course the subject was quite surprised I thought they could be a work of art..

She smiled a very faint touch.

Do you just model clothes or actually design them?

M'a jackuvall. I very rarely getta model my own shit, but I do a lil' designin' on th'side. Little photog'in' too.

Anythin' an' everythin' fashion I wanna hand in.

Moral reasons or what?

Moral reasons? Hell no.

S'a reputation thing, I guess.

*slow grin forms* I took nudie pics when I was in the Army. One of the girls I used to sleep with was into that sort of thing. The way she cropped them though you only see my face in a couple shots.

*nods* Well, I'm definitely not inta this sorta thing.

Jus' tryin' ta decide if it's worth th'money, which is pretty fuckin' good.

That's cool. I don't know that I would have done it for money. I know that that sounds backwards but I'm weird. Mags fancied herself an artist and we were just goofing around.

How much would you get?

Alot.

Huh...

Well, do you need the money? Are you hard up?

...Tha's a lil' personal, y'know. I do al'righ', but business been slow...

I dun't need this, but it would help, yeah?

Oh god! You're right. I shouldn't have... *shakes her head and smiles apologetically* I'm sorry.

I've never done that myself. New modeling, though, and that wasn't so bad.

God, I'll do any kin'a modelin' but this. Why's it gotta be my only option right now? Fuck.

Why not?

Because it ain't tasteful, B. *sighs* I know yer itchin' ta see me naked an'all, but I'm not sure I'd like that on th'inside'a some magazine.

Show it if you got it.

While you got it.

*sighs* I suppose, luv.

Unless.