Tellin' ya, it will go nowhere. Been there, done that--no, wait. I didn't I had a case that dealt with that. It involved a clown a jack in the box and fuck. Wait, I think I forgot the detail about the wife who cheated with the banker...
Hang on. I'm getting ahead of myself. Shit, here I am trying to cheer you up, and I just go off the fucking rails. Doesn't that just stuck? Perry's trying to cure me of it, but so far. Well, as you can see, no go.
Anyway. I'm talking too much. Again. What's going on? I got the time if you've got the story.
Close to ten years of false imprisonment and psychological torture by my father, aided and abetted by his best friend. Top that off with kidnapping and brainwashing.
[Xavier regards her silently, for a moment; when she speaks, her voice is soft.]
Seeing them suffer, knowing they're gone - it doesn't always help. Sometimes...it simply leaves you feeling empty, and as lost as you ever were before.
Nobody rescued me. Nobody else cares. I have to avenge myself. I have to make it clear that it's not OK for them to do to me what they did. Everyone else will just let it slide, and tell me to stop whining if I appeal to them for help.
[gently, but firmly] I'm not telling you not to bring them to justice. They should answer for what they've done, and they shouldn't be allowed to do it again.
I'm merely saying that if it's vengeance that fuels you...it won't bring you peace, in the end.
The justice system can't handle superhumans. I could ask SHIELD, but if they say no I'm SOL.
The truth is that I'm thinking of leaving my world altogether. Nobody here cares about me, and I don't want to be in a world where the so called voice of mutant rights is a hypocrite who watched me go through Hell and did nothing.
Yeah, I know someone from a Starfleet world. I thought about going to an alternate Earth too. It would be nice to not have to leave mutantkind behind, especially after all I have learned. But...
I don't know. As I understand it some of my counterparts have gone crazy and caused real damage. So wherever I go there has to be a lot of training involved. A lot of self discipline. And as little family drama as I can get away with.
[She smiles, just slightly, knowing and sympathetic.] But it feels like giving up?
We all have the potential to do great harm, mutants especially. [If anything, there's admiration in her gaze.] I can't be the only one in the multiverse offering guidance.
If you can find someone else running a school, I think that may be a brilliant opportunity.
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[You're young and still human. Therefore, what have you to complain about?]
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Hang on. I'm getting ahead of myself. Shit, here I am trying to cheer you up, and I just go off the fucking rails. Doesn't that just stuck? Perry's trying to cure me of it, but so far. Well, as you can see, no go.
Anyway. I'm talking too much. Again. What's going on? I got the time if you've got the story.
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[Way to really help there, Kozak. Seriously, wtf man.]
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Seeing them suffer, knowing they're gone - it doesn't always help. Sometimes...it simply leaves you feeling empty, and as lost as you ever were before.
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I'm merely saying that if it's vengeance that fuels you...it won't bring you peace, in the end.
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The truth is that I'm thinking of leaving my world altogether. Nobody here cares about me, and I don't want to be in a world where the so called voice of mutant rights is a hypocrite who watched me go through Hell and did nothing.
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[Her brow furrows, though.] Although...if you can leave your world, would it be possible for another to enter yours?
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I don't know. As I understand it some of my counterparts have gone crazy and caused real damage. So wherever I go there has to be a lot of training involved. A lot of self discipline. And as little family drama as I can get away with.
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Then take the seed money to Vegas.
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We all have the potential to do great harm, mutants especially. [If anything, there's admiration in her gaze.] I can't be the only one in the multiverse offering guidance.
If you can find someone else running a school, I think that may be a brilliant opportunity.
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