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[sam_k_roth]

I need a place to stay.

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[onthe_threshold]

Commitment issues.

[sam_k_roth]

What do you do when that happens?

[onthe_threshold]

Panic, heh.

But... the last time it happened I told her to go, and I loved her, and I'd be there when she got back.

[sam_k_roth]

I'm not going to say what I'm thinking right now, because I know it makes you uncomfortable. So yeah....

I just need to toughen up and be there for him when he's feeling insecure. Not let him see the hurt.

And she came back right, I mean obviously, you're trying for a baby.

[onthe_threshold]

You can say it.

Or at least not make it the focus.

Yup, she came back. And... uh. Yeah.

[sam_k_roth]

You're a good guy today, Matt.

And, uh, yeah?

[onthe_threshold]

...thank you.

Yup! That's still a thing!

[sam_k_roth]

Good. I'm preemptively planning on babysitting.

[onthe_threshold]

[This face, Sam.]

[sam_k_roth]

Matt?

[onthe_threshold]

What?

[sam_k_roth]

Nothing. Just that glowy thing again.

[bit_awkward]

You know you're always welcome here if need be.

[sam_k_roth]

Thanks Gabriel. I'm hoping I don't have to take you up on that but I really appreciate knowing I have a place to go.

[bit_awkward]

It's not a big deal if you have to, my couch is a pull out and my flats actually pretty clean right now.

[sam_k_roth]

Been having the girl over, huh?

[bit_awkward]

Well, Jeanne-Marie did come over a couple of days ago to listen to music but I mean, I'm trying to keep up with it anyway.

[hostileintelligence]

Sam? I know he has some issues that you're trying to work with, but you have to give yourself a pass for having to deal with your own, too. It's not fair to either of you if you expect yourself to react perfectly.

[onthe_threshold]

Me? Nah.

[sam_k_roth]

You must have a pretty incredible record collection.

[sam_k_roth]

Yeah, I know. [He nods his head, biting his lip as he does. His eyes blinking to fight off tears.] I just--I don't want to lose him because of my crap.

[sam_k_roth]

I guess I must have been looking at someone else.

[bit_awkward]

I do. More then I probably really need.

[hostileintelligence]

You won't. If he loves you enough to marry you, he can love you through a bad day. [Okay, Ele is going to hug him now.]

[sam_k_roth]

I was such an asshole. [Okay, yeah, he sort of needs a hug right and coming from one of his favorite people it feels like the best thing in the world.] It'll be fine. I'll fix it.