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You blame me for giving up Beth. Seriously, who the hell are you? This isn't the Noah Puckerman I know, and I'm tired of it! I called you a Lima Loser THREE YEARS AGO, not yesterday. Stop throwing the past around like it's your ticket to sit around on your ass and whine. You know what I fell for about you? That you were cocky, that you did what you wanted to do, and you didn't let anyone push you around. Don't want to be a Lima Loser? Go somewhere else. Find a job there. You don't have to be making the big bucks, just enough to make a living until you find something better. This is your life, Puck. It's not mine, and it's not anyone else's. I can't fix it for you, but I'm not going to have Beth thrown in my face every time things aren't going the way you want them to. I'm going to have fun at Yale, and I'm going to work my ass off. Something that I thought you were going to do, too. I guess I was wrong.

Why can't YOU get it into your head that you ARE?

Then we'll just have to help him get back on and give it another go. ♥

Maybe you haven't in the past because you didn't know what you wanted? Rachel's not a bad person, she's just very... driven and motivated in something that didn't really appeal to you. I want her to be happy, and I want you to be happy, too... Preferably with me. I know... We'll tell him together.

There's nothing wrong with that. Sometimes I think if more people thought on a simple level, things might be a lot better. That sounds great. :) What movie?

I did. I was an evil bitch... But we found our friendship feet, and that's really the best thing we could've done. You're a good friend, Rachel.

How do you even know that?! I'm stuck in Lima and no one knows anything!

I know I didn't know what I wanted. Well, I did know, it just seemed like I always disappointed people 'cause I wasn't good enough for what they wanted or something. Rachel needs to do her thing. I was only ever gonna get in the way, and as much as I cared about her, it sorta sucked to always feel like I was just a dead weight holding her back from stuff. I wanna be in a relationship where we're both happy, like Kurt and Blaine are.

Nah. Seriously, without people who though about the complicated shit, us people whose brains don't work the best would be fucked. Um, Kurt and Blaine rented a bunch the other day. We could steal one of theirs.

You're not stuck. I know you think you are, but you're too damn talented to be stuck. Don't make me get my fag-hag bitchpls on.

I'm proud of you, Finn. You've become so much stronger than I ever knew you could be... You're willing to fight for what's really important to you, and most people can't say that. I'm definitely down with a happy relationship, that's for sure. I think we can pull it off.

I guess that's true, too. I think your brain works just fine, though, babe. Just on a different level is all. As long as it's not gay porn... I wouldn't mind gay porn, but I get the feeling it might scar you for life. ;)

Thanks, babe, but I just wanna have a purpose like everybody else. I don't wanna just settle and get years down the track and regret that I never did anything with my life. I know I've been a stupid kid these past few years at school, but I wanna grow up now, and be something my dad woulda been proud of.

I don't think Kurt's into porn much. He watches that show where dudes fuck but it has a plot, though. I think it's, like, romance and girly movies they got.

I know. And that makes a lot of sense. I'm proud that you found something that you want to do. You're going to be amazing in the military. And hey, added bonus, all that working out, you'll be in even more amazing shape next time we're together. ;) I can honestly say, if your dad weren't proud of you right now, I'd be shocked. You made the choice that was right for you, even though it was a really hard one to make.

I don't, either. Ah... Yes, that show. Many a fag hag marathon of that show. :) Romance is good. Just grab one you think we'll like, and as long as it's not Boondock Saints or Fight Club, you should be in the clear. ;)

I've spent my whole life of people not just giving me a chance or a second glance for being me. What if that always keeps happening, and people like Rachel and Brittany constantly get chosen first? Everything I try, it's never enough.

I hope so. I mean, I know it ain't gonna be no easy ride or a walk in the part. It's gonna be a hell of a lot of hard work and dealing with scary shit, but I think I can do it. I wanna do something to make people proud, not just do something 'cause I need the money or whatever. I know he did our country proud, but he got sick and couldn't finish what he started. I wanna do that for him.

I put one of those DVDs on once and some dude was doing another dude on a desk, all graphic like. Okay, they got My Best Friend's Wedding, The Notebook, When Harry Met Sally, Pride and Prejudice, and Princess Bride. Oh, and Spaceballs. That must've been Blaine's pick.

I wish I had an answer for that, darling. I really do. But you've risen above so much, Kurt. It would break my heart to see you give up.

Definitely not. It's going to be unlike anything you've ever done before, I know that much. But you've got the heart and the dedication, and I think you're going to do great. You're definitely making me proud, and I know you're making yourself and your family proud, too. You know something, Finn? You're a great, great guy.

Oh my God! I'm picturing you watching that in total shock. :P Ummmm... Let's do My Best Friend's Wedding, then. And you can bring Princess Bride, too, if you'd like... I haven't watched that one in ages.

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I'm not giving up, I'm just pausing to catch my breath. Because getting repeatedly knocked on your ass for what feels like no reason but trying you hardest? Really knocks the wind out of you.

You promise you're not? Because I couldn't take you giving up. I just couldn't.

No, I'm not giving up. I'm just cutting my losses for now, okay? I start college the week after next, I've been working to get cash. At least for now, I can spend time with Blaine while he finishes school. But that doesn't mean I'm happy.

I haven't really done a whole lot beyond school with my life, so I guess anything after that was gonna be a shock to the system. But it's like that for anyone, right? Kurt keeps getting all teary when I talk about leaving, which is kinda hard. You're a damn awesome chick yourself, babe.

No, no, I didn't watch it. I turned it off once I realised what they were doing. But dudes just get in and go for it together, don't they? There was, like, no lead up. Okay, sounds like a plan.

As long as you promise me you won't give up. ♥

I guess that's true. But you're doing something that requires a lot of dedication, which is pretty damn impressive. Yes. I think it is. Growing up itself is a shock to the system. I know it's rough on you. You two really have become brothers. Well, thanks. ;)

I can't stop laughing. Well, I guess some of them do, but look at Kurt and Blaine. They didn't. In fact, they were both adorable virgins with one another until they decided to go for it. :) Good deal. See you then. ♥

I gotta show myself I can do it. Rach was awesome, but I was always in her shadow. Then I got spooked on just about everything hearing the real way Dad died, but having Kurt and Burt in our lives? Seriously made me think you can do any shit you want if you put your mind to it. And I want to. I wanna be something Mom and Burt and Kurt and you are proud of.

Oh, no, Kurt and Blaine totally get into sex when they're in the mood. I've seen Kurt practically eat Blaine alive in the kitchen once. It was like those movies where you're knocking all the shit on the floor because you're trying to do each other so hard. I got outta there real quick.

I believe in you, Finn. And I know it was touch and go there for a while, but I am seriously already so proud of you, sweetheart.

Well, yes, but they didn't go right to it as soon as they hooked up. LOL! I've always wanted to do that. It always looked so hot in the movies...

I know you do, babe. And that's a huge thing for me. It used to feel like no one really believed in me.

Nah, but they do now they have. It just looked messy... and dangerous. I was waiting for one of them to fall on their ass.

I used to be the worst offender on that count. But you grew up into a guy that I can really believe in, and fall for. Which I've totally done. Didn't see that coming.

That's for sure. They wouldn't do that. They're pretty protective of their asses when it comes to sex. For obvious reasons.