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[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

Can't let him see I'm here.

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[hero_farmboy]

Alicia?

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

Shit.

Um. Hi. Clark.

[hero_farmboy]

Hi.

It's been a long time.

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

Yeah, well, death does...that to people.

[hero_farmboy]

*winces* I know.

This is probably going to sound like a stupid question, but how are you doing?

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

As well as a formerly dead person can be after they get away from Lex Luthor and his little underground 'playground'

[hero_farmboy]

What?

What did Lex do to you?

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

Clark, it's better you don't know. *smiles a bit* I've already seen you try to kill him once and get hurt. Don't want to see it again.

[hero_farmboy]

I'm not going to try and kill him. I just want to make sure you're all right, and that he won't 'hurt you again.

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

If he finds me Clark, he will. I'm fine. I think

[hero_farmboy]

Then we need to stop him from finding you again.

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

I can't keep running Clark. I'm tired. I don't think I've slept in...I don't know how long. One eye open at all times I think. I'll manage Clark.

[hero_farmboy]

That's not good enough.

*takes deep breath* I'm sorry, I just-- let me help you, Alicia. Please?

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

Clark, you can't protect me forever. Look what happened the last time.

You have a new life Clark. One that doesn't have me in it. You shouldn't have to shift it around for me.

[hero_farmboy]

I tried. I did; I tried to get there in time and I'm so sorry I didn't.

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

Clark, it wasn't your fault. It was my time...and I know you did. Look at how many people you've saved since then. *smiles*

It's not your fault.

[hero_farmboy]

I should've been there sooner. I should've... believed you. I'm sorry.

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

What's done is done Clark.

Try not to beat yourself up over it alright? You got a good life now.

[hero_farmboy]

Do you? Have a good life or whatever it is you have now? Are you happy, Alicia?

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

........Lie to him Alicia. Lie. *throws on a smile* I'm great. I'm really happy Clark.

[hero_farmboy]

Why don't I believe you?

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

*sighs*

No, I'm not happy, but I'll be fine.

Fine is better then being dead right?

[hero_farmboy]

I guess. How'd that happen, anyway? The not dead thing.

[xuntil-deathx.livejournal.com]

*chews her lip a moment* Lex used..what he used on Adam.

[hero_farmboy]

What? Alicia, do you know what that is?