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[fallenone]

Some are always meant to fall.

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[have_no_mercy]

Knowing without understanding is very dangerous.

Would you fall again, knowing what you know now?

[fallenone]

Yes.

[have_no_mercy]

All that for beauty. Is it really worth it?

[fallenone]

I met you. It is worth it.

[have_no_mercy]

That's a terrible line. When it comes to beauty, I'm just barely above average from a physical perspective.

[fallenone]

I was told: I fell for you. Is worse.
You cannot see what I see.

[have_no_mercy]

[And the angel comment begins to make some sense. Tess rests a hand against his cheek.]

You fell for the wrong reasons. We're not worth it. Not yet.

[fallenone]

[Armarus closes his eyes and leans into her touch.]

Azazel spoke of such things. He said, do think they are worth it yet; they have not been taught well. I said, I would still cry and die for them. They are worth it as we lost eternal love for them. They must be worth it, now.

[have_no_mercy]

We were taught well, but with the foolishness of free will we chose not to learn. Your sacrifice isn't something we deserved.

[fallenone]

Free will makes you more beautiful.
No you did not ask for the sacrifice. Now, have you come to understand how a name gives you knowledge?

[have_no_mercy]

I never said they couldn't. Trust me, I know all about what names can mean and how much power they can hold.

[fallenone]

Yes. You know and the knowledge will make you leave in the end.

[have_no_mercy]

Better to leave than be left.

[fallenone]

You should leave then.

[have_no_mercy]

When I'm ready and no one decides that but me.

[fallenone]

[For once he laughs.]

Free will.

[have_no_mercy]

And the guts to use it. Just like you did.

[fallenone]

Father did not give us free will. We were created to be led, to sing of HIS glory and fall.

[have_no_mercy]

You can't convince me you didn't choose to fall. That's free will.

[fallenone]

We were led by Azazel. When we had laid with women we were wicked in our Father's eyes. Azazel said our place was not with our Father but with the world of men who had sinned too.

[have_no_mercy]

Those are choices. If you only did what you were told to, you would never have been deemed wicked in the first place.

[fallenone]

They can not be choices....are they? They are what we were created for.

[have_no_mercy]

Yes, they are. You did things your Father didn't want you to. That proves you are not some mindless, programmed angelbot who has no other option than to do as he's told.

[fallenone]

Does it not prove more I failed my Father? I failed the women of men I could no longer watch.

[have_no_mercy]

Actually, it seems a lot more like he failed you. But then I've never had a very high opinion of him.