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[fever-crusade.livejournal.com]

Why can't I just be happy?

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[prideofamazon.livejournal.com]

Tendency to second guess every good thing that comes along?

[fever-crusade.livejournal.com]

More than you know.

[prideofamazon.livejournal.com]

I think I can understand.

[skids-sally.livejournal.com]

I think sometimes we get in a like rut and just don't see the beauty that is all around us.

[fever-crusade.livejournal.com]

I think you're probably right. It's a shame our instincts alone can't get us out.

[skids-sally.livejournal.com]

I know. Luckily I have really good friends that can snap me out of it usually. Do you have anyone you can talk to about it? That can like knock some sense into you?

Harry usually does that to me.

[gotbottle]

It's totally harder than it looks. And society conditions us that if you're not happy, something's wrong with you. I think women get that in spades, unfortunately.

[fever-crusade.livejournal.com]

You don't think it's necessarily a bad thing to be...unhappy?

[gotbottle]

No. Like, what if it's the first sign that you need to change something? Or find a new goal, or whatever?

[cant-have-any.livejournal.com]

Because wanting to be happy is what makes us miserable.

[fever-crusade.livejournal.com]

You know, that's a very morbid perspective, but I can't agree with it necessarily.

I think you may have hit upon the root of my problem.

[bitofahandful.livejournal.com]

Something's missing. Or out of reach. Or not the way you should be.

Maybe it's not that you can't, you just aren't yet.

[fever-crusade.livejournal.com]

I've been happy before. I don't know what happened, or how to get it back.

[bitofahandful.livejournal.com]

Nothing's changed?

[raisedhimwell.livejournal.com]

Everything alright Martha?

[fever-crusade.livejournal.com]

*eyes widen, blinks*

Jonathan.

[raisedhimwell.livejournal.com]

Who else would it be? You alright you don't look well.

[ooc sorry he insisted to be let out.]

[hell-of-heaven.livejournal.com]

Mr. Kent. What a delight it is to see you here.

[raisedhimwell.livejournal.com]

Lionel go away.

[hero_farmboy]

*offers hug*

[fever-crusade.livejournal.com]

*accepts gratefully*

Thank you, sweetheart.

[eirenikos]

*offers a hug*

I'm sorry, Mrs Kent. Is there anything I can do to help?

[fever-crusade.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

No, sweetie. You've been too kind to me as it is.

[hell-of-heaven.livejournal.com]

You can.

[fever-crusade.livejournal.com]

You're awfully optimistic. How?