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[leavelolalone]

I'm going to look for answers.

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[heroarcher]

Hang on. Your Team? You have a whole other team? God Coulson, you couldn't have told just one of us you were fucking alive!

[The anger is back and Clint can't help it. He's felt such a burden of guilt for so long, and not only was Coulson alive, but working with another team, for fuck's sake!]

Fuck.

[His anger deflates and he's left with an overwhelming sadness, that the man he'd trusted most in the world could do this, just carry on with another team, letting them all believe he was gone. Letting Clint believe that Loki had killed him. He'd thought he and Phil had a kind of bond between them built on years of trust and solo confinements on missions. But now, he didn't know what to believe and he could feel the color draining from his face and he felt like he was going to be sick. He bent over, bracing his hands on his knees, focusing on his breathing.]