[She gapes for a moment, eyes wide, before looking at the ground.]
I'm...just used to be alone. I don't make friends easily. My colleagues are all, like, forty years older than me but I can't be friends with my students even if they're my age...
B-besides, there's a difference between being alone and being lonely.
[What Matilda doesn't realize, however, is that she's lonely.]
*He nods slowly, because he knows that's true. He thinks about it a lot, actually* Even if you're used to it, you're probably allowed to feel lonely, too.
Well, school was not my strong suit. I skated through a lot of it on pretty thin ice.
I own a bar. I'm usually pretty busy with that.
*He doesn't mind the subject change. He doesn't want to make anyone uncomfortable* Jason. *he holds a hand out* You should come by the bar sometime... you're... you're of age, right?
School isn't for everyone. I'd like to change that. Not everyone learns the same way, you know. But that's what school makes you think. That everyone does.
[She takes his hand and shakes it before laughing.] Yes, I'm of age. Do I look that young?
Well, it's good to meet a teacher who finally understands.
*He pulls a flier out of his back pocket and hands it to her* Address is on there. We have bar food too, if you just wanna eat. Our wings are killer. As a friend, it'd definitely be nice to see you.
You know, it's not a particularly rowdy bar, so it's highly possible you might be able to sit and read. *Which surprisingly he doesn't find all too odd. He's seen lot of things happen at his bar. It wouldn't be the weirdest thing*
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I don't know. I've always done well on my own.
[Or she's just in denial, either one.]
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*maybe he's in denial too, but he's ok with that*
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[Handsome? She stops, blushing and lowering her eyes.]
Um. Tall.
[Nice save, Matilda.]
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But no, I don't have one.
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I don't have one either. I mean a boyfriend. One of...those, I don't have one of those.
[She doesn't do this often. Or at all.]
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You sounded like you were opposed to dating. Is that it?
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[She's not sure who she's trying to convince here.]
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I mean, you must have a reason.
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I'm sorry if I'm invading your privacy, then. I should know better.
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I'm...just used to be alone. I don't make friends easily. My colleagues are all, like, forty years older than me but I can't be friends with my students even if they're my age...
B-besides, there's a difference between being alone and being lonely.
[What Matilda doesn't realize, however, is that she's lonely.]
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*He nods slowly, because he knows that's true. He thinks about it a lot, actually* Even if you're used to it, you're probably allowed to feel lonely, too.
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[Yes, she is.] I teach literature? I studied literature and math but I like stories better.
Yeah. Yeah, maybe. But isn't that what friends are for?
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Literature, huh. That's really great. I always mean to read more but then I get stuck on a whole bunch of other things.
That's what friends are for, yeah. But... you said you didn't have many friends either?
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What do you do instead?
[She's silent at that. Well. He isn't wrong.]
...I'm uh, Matilda.
[Subject change now.]
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I own a bar. I'm usually pretty busy with that.
*He doesn't mind the subject change. He doesn't want to make anyone uncomfortable* Jason. *he holds a hand out* You should come by the bar sometime... you're... you're of age, right?
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[She takes his hand and shakes it before laughing.] Yes, I'm of age. Do I look that young?
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*He shakes her hand firmly and gives a crooked grin* As a bartender I always err on the side of caution.
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[Oh, she feels herself grow...weak in the knees with that smile. Cool it, Matilda.]
I'm not much of a drinker but...maybe I"ll come visit. To see a friend.
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*He pulls a flier out of his back pocket and hands it to her* Address is on there. We have bar food too, if you just wanna eat. Our wings are killer. As a friend, it'd definitely be nice to see you.
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I like wings.
[And cautiously, she steps on her tiptoes to kiss his cheek.]
Thank you. Jason. That's nice of you.
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And um... I'm usually always there, so you wont miss me. If I'm not, I'm probably right upstairs and my bartenders can grab me.
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I'm not good at bars. I usually...sit there and read.
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Why are you so nice?
[People are never really this nice to Matilda.]
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I'd like to see your bar. It sounds lovely. Do you run it alone?
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I have a small staff. They're pretty great.
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When's a good time for me to stop by?
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I'm there almost every day from noon to close.
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[She smiles at him and kisses his cheek.]
I look forward to it.