*He regrets his words as soon as he sees that look on Matt's face and he drags his fingers through his hair, then takes off after the older man, grabbing his arm*
Matt. M'sorry. I need your help right now. Please.
I know where all'a the bars are. I put t'gether a very comprehensive list an' calculated the distance from where I'm stayin' right now t'each bar, each AA meetin', each therapy session.
Matt, a'course I was lyin'. I went to rehab. I'm aint s'pposed t'drink.
Edited (ironically i cant remember Nick's accent when I've had a few drinks lol) 2014-03-01 07:00 (UTC)
I'm sorry. *Nick looks up at Matt with all sincerity* I wanna drink so fuckin' bad an' I lashed out an' it ain't right t' take it out on ya.
Can I please hang out with ya? I;d rather do that than go to a stupid bar. I'll call my sponsor if y'dont wanna, but I'd rather hang out with ya right now if that;s ok.
*He touches Matt's arm gently* Matt. M'sorry. Sometimes it just... it's still there, ya know? I'm a shit. I ain't all completely a good person. I'm sorry. I'm tryin', I'm just real frustrated right now.
*He's not sure if he believes that, but he's supposed to take things said to him as they really are, so he does his best to believe it. He follows Matt obediently, head down*
I think i need someone t'punch me in the face t'remind me why I shouldn;t drink again. I forget sometimes.
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